Saturday, December 30, 2006
i've never felt so betrayed, ever. how could a friendship be so feeble like that? so weak and insignificant that it can just be thrown away in a few months, over something as dumb and stupid as
that. and now that its all coming back again, we are slowly losing the connection and maybe we wont even feel about each other soon. human nature is so disappointing sometimes, it fails to cherish the things that we have right in front of our eyes, giving it all up for something so obviously ridiculous. but we wont know for sure if our guesses are right, and thats cuz you refuse to talk about it. is it really so difficult for you to open up to us? afterall, i still feel that we have a right to know.
okay enough emo talk. but it is a really lonely night today.
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Friday, December 29, 2006
Today,i explored VivoCity (at last)!hahah but no, i didnt get lost even though my momma and i are both dumbasses in directions. :D hahah but it was a nice shopping trip.
bought stuff from Ted Baker, Topshop, Zara, Nike and La Senza. hehehe and i got this hot pink bra, its sooo sexyyyyyy. hahaha lovvit! (:
OOOOH and i went to Build-A-Bear cuz Esyn's birthday is coming so we had to get her something. it was sooo fun! hahaha i love choosing those cute little outfits and we ended up buying a bikini, a wedding gown, miniskirt blahblahblah for the little bear. hahah oh and i think Bella can actl wear those clothes y'know. so im gonna go back one day to buy clothes for Bella. :D
anyway i dont really take a huge liking to VivoCity. i still prefer the town area, but its soooo crowded there nowadays, its scary.
oh and my new hairstyle is sooo difficult to style nicely. the ends keep poking out or something like that. so i think i'll go back to Le Salon in about 2 months time to really chop it all off, make it seriously short and slopey. :D
gonna go for my first lesson at Jiang tmrw although the whole world like quit alrdy and Vera insists that it sucks. ): i am so sad. oh and i might take a short trip down to M'sia after that.
watching That's So Raven now and im soooo NOT excited to get started on the fricking Commonwealth essay. ):
P.S.: to all Jiemuiz: hoping to meet y'all on New Year's Eve. is it almost confirmed alrdy? i doubt i can join y'all for the countdown cuz my dad just booked a table at Tower Club for us to catch the fireworks. sorry! meet around the afternoon-evening instead? tell me!! (:
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
hello! hahaha i went to Le Salon to cut my hair today! hahah it is The Slope-Bob. :D and i like it! but it was seriously such an expensive haircut. oooh but the hairwash was sooo heaven! omg the massage was so shiok, y'know? hahaha i can just dream about the nice head massage again. hehe :D
anyway i need to thank Vera and Nehneh for sitting there for soooooo long, waiting for me. i love you guys.
oh and i like living in Casa cuz its so near school. AND im going shopping with my momma tmrw, hurrahhhhh :D
gonna take a bath now (and admire pretty new hair! hehe.) bye!
P.S.: Faith, you should definitely cut The Slope-Bob, trust me. :P
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
hiiiiiiii (: im currently packing my stuff into boxes now cuz we're gonna be
almost permanently moving to Casa tmrw or something like that.
anyway i had a fun x'mas eve and x'mas :D how about you?! hahah okay x'mas eve was spent with ZPS 6A and it was nice catching up with them and playing funny games. hahah and MAHJONG! yessssssss mahjong mahjong hahah and a little bit of daidi&blackjack. :D
counting down time. hahah somebody shouted "you all very noisy leh!" from the top i think. hahah and it sounded so ahsoh.
anyway thanks to Yujie, Chaiping and Jiawen for organising! :D
ooh and i just went to Chaiping's blog, there're soooo many pictures of the party there! hahah y'all can go there to take a look. (:
hehe i feel like copying some pictures here. credits to xanga.com/go_thedistance. (Chaiping! :D)
pouring (dirty) footwater! omgz GWL went to stick his foot in before pouring it on usssssssss. ):
the (almost) group photo? hahah (:
oh and x'mas was my brother's birthday too so he had a little party at SICC and i asked Faith, Nehneh, Yujie and Felly along too! we had fun destroying our throats with karaoke and crazy dancing. :D
bro and his (very scandalous) friends.
Felly's sexy sideview. hahah.
oh and today was Farewell! but i dont feel like posting fug pictures of me in guides uni so i shall just post ONE picture! :D
HAHA.
okay anyway im back to do more packing! bye y'all! (:
im trying to be strong, stay strong. but sometimes its just so hard, when my heart wins over my mind and i completely lose it, almost blurting out what i've been trying hard not to go back to. and the lonely nights when i dont dare to shut my eyes because i feel so lost inside. i know i need to stay strong.
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
yay! christmas tmrw! :D hahah actl i dont really celebrate christmas but im just really feeling the holiday mood nowadays.
anywayyyyyyyyy, last few days were packed with dinner appointments and stuff like that. had dinner with Uncle Xavier and his family cuz they just moved here from France, and Loic&Adrien have grown so much since the last time we saw them in Lyon. had dinner last night with Uncle Peter and family too, then we went over to his place for a couple of drinks.
oooh and my nails are in a shocking pink colour now. very prettyyyy, hahaha i like! (:
and i finally finished making the farewell gifts. :D
hahah very pretty right! im quite proud of myself (:
ooh i just found a picture from quite long ago:
hahah we saw it in Stephen's office and we just added the coloured hole in the middle. :D
anyway i think im going over to Jiawen's place soon for the party. :D hahah and hoping to see my Jiemuiz tmrw! bye y'all! Merry Christmas! (:
P.S.: a BIG thank you to eveyrone who sent X'mas cards to my house. hahah very sweet of y'all (:
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Friday, December 22, 2006
these few days i've been spending most of my time in school and in Taka. went to Taka the day before to buy x'mas presents for some of my family friends and ytd i went to Art Friends to get the materials to make farewell gifts.
anyway i've finally bought foolscap paper and i promised Nehneh that i would get started on my Binomial Theorem Assignment as soon as i buy foolscap paper. hahah so im gonna start doing it soon, i guess. ): (OH! and i finally found my pencilbox, it was lurking in one of the paper bags inside my cupboard. hahah :D)
oh yeah thanks a lot to Vera for baking those scones/cookies thing, hahah they're quite yummy la. hahah my momma says so too! (: and thanks to Zhuoxuan for that earring holder thing. its so pretty! hahah lovvit (:
oh and my little brother is finally going to Secondary school and he got in to the place he has always wanted to go, no matter how many times i've tried to dissuade him from going there. -.-"
going for a mani+pedi later and i miss my Jiemuiz so much. ): are y'all available for a x'mas meetup? at SICC? its been ages since i've seen you guysssss. ):
umm off to do Binomial now, and James Tan hasn't replied about the Commonwealth thing. ): bye!
the phonecall last night confirmed it all. i didn't sense any emotions from you at all. its the end for us. i don't wish to go back to the unhappy times, i just wanna keep moving on. have a happy trip. and bye...forever?
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
we're currently going through a rough patch now,
and it hurts, so badly.
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hi! im back from Maldives! it was fab, scenery was perfect, beach was perfect, place was perfect, kinda like paradise. and everything's so peaceful there, like everybody doesnt have anything to worry about 'cept for the sun, sand and the sea. (: and i got some me-time over in Maldives too, thought a lot about stuffs and i felt very contented (more about the thoughts later..).
errrr, basically we just laid around the beach, tanned, snorkelled, went banana-raiding, ate, played daidi, chilled out at the poolside bar at night, laid around the beach somemore, laughed at stupid couple-shirt-wearing-honeymooning-couples, and laid around the beach again. (: lovvit! oh and i spent most of my time on the beach reading this book-PS, I Love You by Cecilia Ahern. its seriously one of the best books i have ever read. this book made me cry several times, no joke. its an extremely good read and anyone who's a sad-love-story-junkie like me should go read it. (:
beautiful outdoor shower. our villa was so fab, like the ultimate luxury. hahah.
uh nice pretty pink flower? my dad was obssessed with all the flowers. -.-"
HAHAH the day we decided to conquer that coconut tree cuz we felt like drinking some coconut juice.
yeah and thats the furthest we got to. :x hahah and stop staring at my cellulite-filled legs. ):
hahah piggyback!
my bro acting cool on the beach. (actl i think he'd look pretty good minus the fats! :D)
an example of a stupid couple-PANTS-wearing-honeymooning-couple. omg there were like a gazillion of them wearing couple shirts/pants/socks/slippers in Maldives and the colours were sooo grosssss. hahaha i cant believe those guys would agree to wear those things. :/
eww the saltwater obviously destroyed my hair and im sunburnt. hahah but still happy. :D but i look so so so damn fugly there. yuck.
so now, im back in Singapore and its been raining&pouring the whole damned day. all this rain is making me lose the mood to dress up and go out anymore. ): i hate it. gonna sleep now. bye.
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
hey y'all! i just got back this morning! and Japan was sooo amazing. i loved it. plus there was so much food during the entire trip, i was like eating ebi and scallop sashimi there every single fucking day. i swear to lose the 2kg that i have put on there asap. ):
anyway, I dont really feel like blogging about the trip so much cuz I cant remember much of it alrdy. hahah. so...just pictures i guess! :D
oh yeah we had to transit at HK for 1 night before flying to Sapporo, Hokkaido. and HK is seriously love. everything there is sooooo new and NEW! omgz we went into Prada on the transit back to Singapore, and they have the new Summer/Spring 2007 collection alrdy! (eh but its not for sale yet, hahah just for display purposes) but the thing is that Singapore doesnt even have a waiting list for that yet! plus they dont even know the exact price for every item. AND by my estimation, its around 300 bucks cheaper in HK. but we werent living in HK, so we couldnt put our names down on the list. ): and the bag is so pretty, a smaller version of the last season's ruffled-leather bag. (think: The Beckhams)
okay i tried searching for the picture of the bag, but its so new that its not available online yet. hahah. okay whatever, i love the bag! :D
some lake we went to see on the first day of arrival. i know i look so fug. ):
then we went to the Noboribeitsu Hot Spring Resort in Hell Valley. omg that place is heaven. ITS SO NAKED. everybody walks around naked in the Grand Public Bath and Hot Spring area and its so amusing. hahahah. and the onsen (hot spring) is sooo relaxing, lovvit!
and we could walk around the resort in the yukatas, everybody does that. (: its so niceeeee. okay i think i looked demented there. hahah.
momma and bro. traditional Jap meal, we had meals like that almost every meal and they're sooo yummy! :D hehe.
some mountain, i forgot its name. :x
snowman!! hahaha i didnt build that. some Jap kid did it and we went to mess around with it, so i think the kid got mad, and he walked away so that snowman became ours! muahaha :D
beautiful beautiful spring water place. oh yeah, it snowed like every single day and it was sooo frickkin cold there, like -2 degrees everyday on an average.
dad and i, Otaru town.
hahahah my bro was like on a snow-war, so he had to dress himself up and protect himself from all those snowballs. hahaha he looks like a terrorist.
the fat polar bear at the zoo.
the baby leopard/tiger/whatever. i was so scared that it would pee on me. hahah.
lion, i was trying to get it to look at me! >(
umm we stopped by the ice-cream factory and many other places (which I forgot) and then we went to the Furano Ski Resort!!! :D yesssss i love skiing, im really a Ski Master now. hahaha.
bro and i.
hahaha i fell down shortly after this photo was taken.
hahaha my bro decided to do snowboarding and he was just acting cool for this photo. hahah HE WAS ON FLAT GROUND, for fuck’s sakes. hahah.
okay yeah this is the real photo of him doing SOMETHING. hahah.
momma and i. she just put on the skis to look cool for this photo. hahah she still couldnt ski cuz of her leg.
skiing without poles cuz im cool. :D
hahah i love this picture. i look so happy and fast in it. :D
oh and i keep hearing the ShayneWard song-No Promises when i was skiing in Furano. hahah they keep replaying it on the mountains. so now it has become my favourite song. :D
oh yeah and i bought a Juicy bag and purse during my stay in Sapporo City. hahah i was practically running to the Juicy shop. its so pretty and i lovvit. :D
okay end of my Japan post and i think i should seriously start doing my homework now. cuz im going to M'sia tmrw to visit my great-grandmomma and flying off to the Maldives again this Friday!!! WOOOOTS. maybe my momm'll allow me to dive there! (: *crosses fingers* hahaha if not, i think im gonna sunbath 24/7. :D oh and Faith is going to Phuket too, so maybe we can both dive and we'll meet each other at the halfway mark between Phuket and Maldives! hahah! and Faith says we can do mask-swaps too. hahah.
much love <3
P.S.: oh sheez, i think i cant start doing most of the homework cuz i lost my entire pencilbox. hahah like i forgot where i placed it. :x no calculator=cannot do math! ): okay actl, i think its :D:D:D:D:D HAHAHA. :P
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