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2007-04-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

HI I'M NOT GOING TO BLOG HERE ANYMORE!

If you wish to find some other source of entertainment, just go visit whyjay's blog (I'm her number one blogfan) OR go to Princess Shaoweena's fansite, cuz its THE COOLEST EVERRRRRRR. Hahahah :P

Okay bye y'all! Thanks for being loyal to bitchcake-d for so long! (:

2007-04-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiii my face has been peeling like crazy so far cuz my derma started me on this stupid new treatment and apparently it helps to get rid of my dead cells. MY FACE IS PEELING SO FUCKING BADLY NOW, its so fugly i dont know how to face the world anymore. and the worst thing is that it hurts! like mint on raw skin. ):

i just hope that after this HORRIBLE time, i'd have nice, new, rejuvenated skin! :D

nothing much these few days, just going on with life and...getting used to stuff. oh! and my fruity diet has been going well so far. hahah although i am going to break the diet for AWHILE tmrw to get my fried wanton noodles. those noodles are irresistable, definitely a good reason to break the diet for AWHILE. hehehe :P then next week i will go on a raisin diet, must go buy organic raisins sooon.

and my germinating kidney bean is soooo fricking smelly, omg it smells like a dead corpse!!! plus it has hairy roots, so grossssssssss. i want LSS to mark it ASAP so that i can throw it away. ):

i will go and wash my silicon plaster now. (: bye!

sometimes, i miss you so badly
cuz we used to have some major love

2007-04-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

had tennis in the morning and i felt a little lighter after that. but i stupidly went to eat beef noodles for lunch and DANGGGG, i feel like a fat bitch all over again.

this weekend has been super unproductive, did nothing 'cept read Vogue, go to the gym, shop for clothes/bags, cars and houses. yeaaaah some major changes in my life taking place soon.

lovely, yes? but i can't seem to find it anywhere. couldn't even find it on the LV site. was it like, seasons ago alrdy? :x

ooooh this is uber-love. and the model carrying it in the Chanel ads nowadays is soooo hot.

i shall go check on my germinating beans now. (: and must remind myself to S.T.O.P eating. i PROMISE to go on a fruity diet next week.

2007-04-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

YOU DISAPPEARED AGAIN.

2007-04-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

yaoooooo. these two days i've been in school, the gym, Cold Storage (spotted a total eye-candy!), organic shop, ISD, Island Creamery and Borgo. yeahhhh oh and 7-Eleven to buy lots of magazines, cuz im so bored nowadays-i have practically nothing to do anymore, i finished reading all the books which i bought from Kinokuniya the other time.

everybody's gonna be FLAKING me tmrw so i'll find something to do somehow! like uhhhhh, go shopping or something. or play tennis. or just shopping, i think i want to shop.

i'll go read herworld now :D bye!

P.S.: hi to everybody on my tagboard! thanks for tagging! (:

P.P.S.: my 12th of April!!! HAHAH.

2007-04-03T20:13:00.000+08:00

HEYYYYY. i just came back for Dr. Donald's clinic. got steroid shots there to get rid of my fugly keloid and i just need to go a few more times for more shots & maybe some laser treatment, and TA-DA! my fugly keloid would be gone. :D

For some, keloids are a cosmetic problem, although it can still be very upsetting, especially for younger patients.

yeah like TOTALLY. ): BUT ITS GONNA BE GONE SOON. YAYYYYYY :D

anyway there's this toy competition proposal that i have to fill up now and i think i better start doing it since Yujie's not replying my msgs yet! :x

2007-03-31T22:00:00.000+08:00

heyyyyy. didn't do much today 'cept for going to Jiang and then walking around town after that. i actl wanted to pop by Vivo City for another Topshop show but it was sooooo far away and i had to waste moolah by taking a cab there, and taking a cab to Jiang afterwards. ): went to Paragon with my family after Jiang and we ate dinner at ~~fucking~~ Crystal Jade. grrrr...

anyway im taking a short trip to M'sia tmrw cuz my dad wants to take the car out for a spin, and i feel like eating Muar Wanton Mee. :D:D:D

bye!

2007-03-29T20:53:00.000+08:00

ytd May, Sabrina and Siyu came over to my place to bathe first then we went to visit Mr. President-who-totally-refuses-to-reply-my-messages with Faith. hahah talked a lot of rubbish and then we cabbed down to Biopolis for the Bio Talk. then after the Bio Talk, May Sabrina Faith and I took a spooky bus to "Holland Village", and we didn't really end up in THE Holland Village. ended up at some XO fish bee hoon coffeeshop instead, so we ate that in the end. hahah it was quite nice though (: then I took a cab home and dropped Sabrina off at Sixth Avenue.

today after school, I sat down for Physics tuition with Dr. Sim and I was so mindboggled. then I took Bella with me to the REAL Holland Village for some shopping and food. hahah no cab would take my little Bella in so my momma dropped us off. went to Pet Lovers' Centre for Bella to go shopping (they have really cute clothes) :D:D:D then we sat down at Haagen Dazs for ice-cream (Bella had her apple chips)

she is SOOOO ADORABLE. omgz hahah the pet shop person thought she was only ONE year old. hahah she's like NINE years old alrdy!!!

okay then after that I managed to smuggle Bella into my bag and we got into a cab for home. she stayed there (surprisingly!) for around 5 minutes then after she started to climb out and the cab driver noticed, but it was too late alrdy and we were almost home! :D teeheehee.

2007-03-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

i finally realised. all people need is just a little love in their lives, but not always BGR-love, maybe the friends-love, or family-love; but just love, i think.

it doesn't hurt very much to give people in your lives a little smile of love, or even a warm loving hug sometimes.

imagine a world where people are made up of little hearts of love:

i think i'd wanna be filled with gazillions of little hearts, what would you want to be?

people are just like love machines,
all running on batteries of love.

2007-03-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

YAOX. went for the Topshop/Topman Fashion Show thing at Marina Square's Fashion Playground today. it was pretty cool. (: i was supposed to watch with Tianyu and Yujie. but Yujie was so late as usual, by the time she reached, the show was over. -.-" hahah but it was good anyway, cuz i was only allowed one guest. :D saw this super hot male model, omgzzzz. pictures from Tianyu when she posts them up. hahah oh and i was telling Faith that she should have gone, cuz they were serving absolut there, she'd have wiped them out. HAHA :P

went to walk around and i bought a Puma schoolbag. and walked somemore. then Faith came and we went to catch Stomp The Yard. hahah its quite cool i guess? although i couldnt recognize who was who most of the time. :x then i took a cab home with Yujie.

hahah NO DINNER TONIGHT! good for you Bernice, youre on the road to thinspiration! :D

okkkk im gonna read My Sister's Keeper now, Tianyu says its frickking sad. and i thought The Time-Traveller's Wife was sad enough. ):

byezzz.

/EDIT:

hahah Tianyu decided to update her blog like, really really quickly. :D pictures-

oh the girl who's half my size but with boobs double of my cup size. sheesh, the world is so unfair.

oh! i like this dress. i tried it on after the show but it looked like pjs on me. :/

superrrrrrr handsome model. :D

oh and this one is the super hot one! hahah he looks mixed. very very nice, he left Tianyu hyperventilating for 1 hour.

hehehe he stopped and posed right in front of us, so sexyyyyyyy. :P

go check out Tianyu's blog for more pix. (:

2007-03-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

hiiiii these few days have been the usual-school, eating, reading, laughing. oh but i feel unusually PHAT nowadays. need to stop eating!!

i just finished reading Cecelia Ahern's Rainbow and A Place Called Here. :D very very nice. although Place was kinda scary at first and i dont dare read it. but Rainbow was sooo sweet, just like P.S. :D:D:D

i think i like lying around on sofas, reading nice little romantic novels all day long.

i also think i lost the blogging bug again and i really hate the feeling of thinking about what they may have been up to. it sucks to the fucking core of everything and its so extremely gross; i dont wanna think about it. fucktard.

bye.

2007-03-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

NOT GONNA FEEL SAD NO MORE, YEAH!
YEAH YEAH YEAH
NO MORE TEARS
NO MORE PAIN
JUST ME AND MY SMILE, YEAH!
YEAH YEAH YEAH

nice song eh? i dont really know who's the person who wrote it but i THINKKKKKK her initials were B.T. yeahhhhhh :P HAHAHA.

im gonna be so over it, so over it. not even gonna think of their stupid backsides anymore. IN FACT, IM NOT GONNA THINK ANYMORE. OVERRRRRRRRRR.

i think Raku dinners make people very happy :D

2007-03-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

you know you've lost it again when you sit at the Bobbi Brown counter, having your brows tweezed, and you start to sob intolerably.

you also know you've lost it again when you buy the entire store of sappy love storybooks found in Kinokuniya and tear at every single printed line.

its been a short but lovely holiday. plenty of time to sit down, watch Hana Kimi, read some books, go to the gym, play tennis, catch up with almost-strangers, chill out at random cafes and also the occassional ride out to town when you need to feel some city life.

and also, my dearest jiemuiz, whom i met on Wednesday to celebrate beloved Felly's birthday. (:

but, very unfortunately, my great-grandma passed away this Friday morning and im going to Malaysia for the next few days to be with her on her last journey. i hope she finds her place in heaven where all of us would soon meet again.

everyone should be entitled to their own piece of heaven;
where's mine?

2007-03-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

MORE MORE MORE PHOTOS FROM CAMP!

crazy nail painting sessions. and check out my fugly tanline. GRRRRRRR I FUCKING HATE IT!!!! >(

Faith wearing a gorgeous tube made from table napkins. (:

Yujie's world-famous pose.

James & Jiemuiz

James & 402

Nehneh and i. :D:D

oh Beattie was trying to use foundation to help me conceal my stupid tanline. but to no avail. ):

another James & Jiemuiz pic. James <3 us!

Jin Da and us.

prettyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

crazy dancing. and you can totally see my nostrils here, gross. hahah we were getting really high. okay maybe its only ME getting high. hahah and the occassional Faith, May and Nehneh :D:D oooh and you can see Yujie doing her world-famous pose here! :P

sexy 402 (:

okay i think these are gonna be the last of camp pics im gonna post cuz its so tiring to post pictures. hahah :P

anyway i had a BBQ over at my place just now and i kinda like burnt my fingernail while trying to light the firestarter. omgz it was so horrible, my fingernail was SMOKING! after that i just stayed around the serving area, waiting for food to arrive. :D

ohhh and ytd night i had dinner with my family at Aurum of The Clinic. and that place is really really cool. its the place where you get to sit on wheelchairs and dine on operating tables. its really designed in that clinical way and its very very amusing. (: the food was fabfabfab too, i had my first Screwdriver last night cuz it was the welcome drink and i also betrayed my morals by eating my first-ever piece of foie gras!!! but it was so yummy :D hahaha.

okkkkk hols alrdy! :D gonna spend my time getting rid of my eyebags. byezzzzzzzz. (:

2007-03-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

HEY OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YO YO YO YO! :D

hahah back from Graces Camp! and although i thought camp was really quite boring (like all the activities and stuff) when it was DURING camp, after coming back and looking through pictures, i decided that camp was really fun afterall! :D had lots of fun with my jiemuizzzzz, esp the crazy dressing up time and major binging sessions. you guys are the bestest x 10000000, much much love! and 402, cuz we all did well in the dance in the end and everybody looked so damn gorgeous. (: love y'all.

to sum it up, camp was about:
-eating
-eating
-and more eating

:P HAHAH serious! we just kept eating. breakfast, morning tea, lunch, dinner, tidbits, supper, blahblahblah. it was serious pigging out session and i think i really resemble a pig now. :x

hahah okay anyway, besides eating, we also had make-up lessons, deportment course, dining etiquette course (which was shitass boring, we spent the entire course sitting behind the table and reading the "How To Talk To Anyone" book) and indoor games. oh and Malay Extravaganza & Formal Dinner. :D

errrr, it was make-up, deportment class and Malay Extravangaza on the first day; indoor games, dining etiquette and Formal Dinner on the second day and dance competition on the third day i think! (:

hahah ok i think i look really stupid with my flower luggage now. :/

playing zhongjimima. the thing was grosssssssssss.

hehehe i love this pic of Nehneh, she looks so adorable!!! :P

got sabotaged to go up and walk. :/

okay that was it for the first DAY i think. we had Malay Extravangaza at night, but i dont have any pics of those. then after dinner, all the jiemuiz trooped over to our room and started the major nail-painting session which lasted three hours. involved lots of screaming, standing in front of the aircon, smudging, realization of the TUDI, and a lot a lot of fun. :D hahaha.

this is Yujie's shaozhu method which is totally effective in helping to keep the nails from smudging. very good recommendation, i must say! :D

ummm, this is May trying to stuff lots of random stuff into Yujie's bra (obviously too oversized for her :P)

i dont have any pics of the courses and indoor games on the second day so lets just skip to the Formal Dinner! :D

i did everyone's hair!!! and discovered my hidden talent! :D hahaha this is Faith looking extremely gorgeous as usual. :D

errr this was the sexiest hello thing i think!

Tianyu and i

Yujie the sexy robber and Tianyu the girl whose Hollywood Tape kept showing :P

JIEMUIZ. i have no idea why the pic is like darker in that corner. :x

May and i

Nehneh and i in our room. hahah why did we look so shiny!!!

hahaha The Queen and her Lady-In-Waiting. :P

anyway some of the pics here are from May and Siyu, so credits to them! and im still waiting for them to send MORE pics to me. :D so i'll post more when i get them. (:

2007-03-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

yaoxxxxxx. something really stupid happened today and it totally spolit my whole day. wtfffffffffff, i srsly cant believe she did that. fuckkkkkkk.

ANYWAY Fall Out Boy ytd at Singapore Expo! hahaha i think it was rather hottttt (like both literally and metaphorically?). hahah everyone was srsly squeezed together, worse than sardines in a can, like a 100 times worse. AND I KEPT FEELING EVERYBODY'S SWEAT!!! omgz it was so gross. but it was okay once we got used to it cuz then i got numb to the sweaty feeling thing and we learnt to move along with the crowd when people pushed, so we kinda moved along and finally got to FRONT CENTRE POSITION!!! hahah :D it was cool.

oh yeah there were like two opening acts, and when those two bands came out i was like 'are they fall out boy?' it was so dumb, the opening acts were so long and we waited another half an hour for FOB to come out. and during that half an hour, it was srsly CRAZY SQUEEZING.

opening act-pugjelly (:

and FINALLY, FOB came out -.-" hahah although we were kinda dumb cuz we didn't know any of the songs they were singing except for Dance, Dance & Sugar, We're Going Down & This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race & Grand Theft Autumn. hahah the rest of the times we were just uhhhhhh, dancing and squeezing along with the crowd. oh and looking at the people in the mosh pit cuz we were just beside the damn pit!!! hahaha :D

PETE WENTZ. THIS WAS THE COOLEST PIC I MANAGED TO GET OF HIM. :D oh and he was so cute when he put on the heart-shaped specs thing.

oh and i really really dont like all the crazy dancing girls we saw ytd. omfg these girls just dont tie up their looooooong hair and when they start dancing, SWISH SWISH SWISH, you end up eating their hair, and smelling the shampoo they use (thank god they use shampoo anyway :x). it was soooooo horrible, i hate tasting other people's hair. ):

errrr there were people body-surfing too, and it was kinda funny UNLESS you get hit by them (which Zhuoxuan did i think. hahah poorthing!) OH OH and the coolest thing i saw was the bald guy on stage who ripped open the Tiger Beer can with his teeth, HAHAH it was soooo funny.

vera and i. hahaha i look like a vampire here! should go carve my vampire teeth away :P

me, zhuoxuan, vera. ewww fat arm ):

saw lots and lots of people there and it was fun on a whole. hahah luckily i didn't get trampled on or something like that or else i'd have said it sucked to the core of everything.

okkkkk i cant think of anything else. next week's a wonderful week! super slack and im gonna lovvit :D

much love <3

2007-03-03T10:11:00.000+08:00

:D hi! although im currently down with a horrid bout of flu which is gonna turn into a horrible cough soon, im still trying to keep the spirits up :D i must think of happy thoughts, happy thoughts, happy thoughts.

oh and my left eye iris is turning like insanely red too, i've got no idea why. ): happy thoughts, happy thoughts...

FALL OUT BOY tonight! hahah cant wait! but i hafta go through stupid Jiang first before getting to enjoy.

im also hoping that the bright 12pm sun comes out soon so i can go tanning and get rid of my unsightly tan line on my back! i got it from tennis last week and its so fuglyyyyyyy! omgz i cant wear my dress to formal dinner next week if the sun's not on my side this time.

anyway i decided to read Totto-Chan again :D im gonna look at the sun somemore and pray so hard while reading! bye!

the faith is already gone
dont wanna make it come back

2007-02-27T18:28:00.000+08:00

Hi all. These past few weeks have been mentally strenous and heartwrenching for me, cuz all I've been trying to do was to forget, forget and to forget. Especially in the deep, dark, lonely nights when all I have is myself and nobody else to fall back on, to cry on. Its tough having to try to move on when you know your heart isn't really there supporting your mind. I feel that I'm in such a wreck now that its really really disgusting.

I'm sick of crying in between lessons and feeling listless whole day long. Perhaps I'm..falling into a deep trench? I'm trying to crawl back up again cuz I can't let anybody down anymore, especially the parents. I've done them enough harm and caused them enough worry; determined not to let history repeat itself again, it's just not worth it.

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

Nothing's about the lovin' anymore.

I miss the life we had; without as many thunderstorms, sandstorms and whatever storms that might come. If only..time would turn back, I promise I'd do things in an entirely different way. I realised that all the experiences that people go through, actually really mould an individual into the person that he is. All the time, I felt empty and missing in the inside; this made me focus more on the outside instead. And on days when I feel pleasantly well and filled with warmth from the inside, things like my hair, nose and zits dont really matter as much anymore. It's time to turn around; stand up to my own true feelings and find myself again (maybe even searching from 10 years ago?)

I miss being true to myself. I miss the feeling of having a smile slowly and genuinely creeping up the sides of my face. I miss having good and hearty and pleasant laughs.

Its time to move on and get on with it. I will wake up and learn to stand up on my own again. I hope it isn't too late now.

I hope everybody eventually finds their way around things and learn to be strong again (you know I'm talking to you Beattie). The only thing which matters is your happiness; go with the flow of your heart and you'll eventually find the beautiful rainbow after a heavy thunderstorm.

It's possible to smile again.

Here's to wishing everyone a good rest-of-the-year. (:

xoxo,
Bernice <3

P.S.: I love you, Beattie. Please be strong and stick to whatever decisions you've made. Don't cry anymore, you know I'll always be only a phonecall away. (:

2007-02-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY cuz i went shopping with Chaiping (Fickle Queen) and i know Paragon inside out now and also cuz shopping is the sex, srsly.

i have finally settled almost all the things for the upcoming camp (dresses, heels, accessories CHECK) and i bought super fucking hot heels from nue today. its so insanely gorgeous, i dont even know how to describe it. (hahah ok although i kinda regretted spending that kind money after Chaiping bought her heels. :x)

i love this weekend, :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D if only all weekends were like that and maybe i wouldnt have as many emotional ourbursts alrdy!

anyway May and i are leading loveless lives now and its fucking agony! HAHAH nehnehneh we give each other some lovin' la k, May baby? :P

ok i wanna go sleep now and wake up to horrors tmrw. ): byezorzzzzzzz.

2007-02-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

hello! just got back from Charles' chalet at East Coast and i managed to secure myself a TRIPLE SCAR. wtf. ):

oh anyway my financial situation this new year has been going good and im happy! (sorry to those who lost a lot a lot ok, hahah although i srsly dont know who lost a lot but i lost money in the end too!) hahah. :D but all the moolah's gonna go flying away again after tmrw, gonna shop like crazyyyyyy. :D

okay i think im not gonna get any work done this weekend but its okay! (: gonna get some rest now and get ready to burn fats tmrw morning! :D byezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2007-02-21T20:23:00.000+08:00

hello im so absolutely devastated now cuz i left my thumbdrive in the stupid friggin' computer lab in school and that stupid thumbdrive has the very important Chinese ppt which my group has to present tmrw AND the stupid thumbdrive is the only thing which has a copy of the stupid Chinese ppt. HOW STUPID IS THATTTTTTT?!?! argh im so pissed with myself. im gonna dream about my stupid thumbdrive tonight and pray that nobody steals my stupid thumbdrive away ):

anyway i hate feeling sour about thumbdrives so i'll talk about other stuff. (: CNY angbao collection has been going good, its much better than last year and im loving it. :D plus all the money i won playing mahjong and in between, i think im almost a millionaire! :P hahaha.

oh and formal dinner's in 1/2 weeks time and so many ppl have bought their dresses alrdy!!! omgz i think i've alrdy made a date with Chaiping and Faith this Sunday to go get our dresses. :D yayyyyyyy shoppingggggggg.

i think i shall go surf bcbg's site now and look for somemore cute dresses. and shoessssssss. :D:D

i miss my stupid thumbdrive ):

i miss you too :'(

2007-02-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

the best decision is a break.

its impossible to juggle an infinite amount of things, including our feelings on top of everything else. its unfair to both you and me. im tired of quarelling every other day, feeling stressed and irritated.

if fate has brought us together in the first place, it might bring us back together again in the end.

2007-02-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiii (: i just got back from the SICC gym where i had my first session with Shah, my now-official personal trainer. HAHAH im gonna go there at least once a week and strive to work towards a good body!! omg i must do it, before all the evils of CNY start and i can never do it again. ):

anyway this week has been insane, i reeeeeally dont like this week. days have been passing so slowly, ugh i hate it. ):

this Saturday's gonna be fun fun funnnnnnnnnnn. shopping, Jiang (ok, not fun at all ):), shopping again, buy Fall Out Boy tickets, haircut at Le Salon and Vivien's birthday party. yayyyy im going to VivoCity's Bear Factory to make bears soon, :D:D:D

im aching all over, and i dont feel like blogging anymore.

oh oh! i've been seeing this Tiffany heart-lock pendant since foreverrrrr, and its sooo pretty. omg i would kill for this. ):

actl i prefer the yellow gold one, but i still lovvittttttttttt. ): ummm early birthday present, anyone? hahah. :P

love <3

2007-02-03T18:43:00.000+08:00

Stuttgart Ballet's Romeo & Juliet performance at The Esplanade was awesome. (: loved it, and met many gorgeous people, it was amazing. (:

today, after Jiang, i went to Raffles City and i think i wanna get that Guess? bag as my schoolbag, but im still thinkingggggg. seems like almost everybody's taking Guess? bags as schoolbags now. hahah.

anyway im off to drink some turtle's soup for dinner now (dont scold me! it'll be the last time, i swear. i know turtles are awfully cute. ): im so sorry.) hahah bye!

tomorrow?
hopefully it'll be over by then.
i know that showing care isn't exactly at the top of your agenda now.
sorry.

2007-02-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

im supposed to be doing Bio assignment nowwwwww, but i've got no idea how to do the first question. ):

anyway i've finally d/l-ed the pictures into my laptop :D its the few pictures we've taken since school reopened, and its been 1 month alrdy!

Yujie's birthday on the 19th Jan!

my lamb pen which was renamed May Tan Yi Xuan cuz May broke off its head. -.-"

oh hahaha i went to photocopy my face after i flunked that Math quiz, then i felt better after that! maybe the photocopier like ate up my sad atoms. :D

hahah! Siyu, Nehneh and Faith. Faith and i did that while on the bus to Bugis to scare ppl too. :D very funny. there was this mother who looked at us suspiciously.

hahah this is sooo cute. Nehneh was tortuing Yujie.

hahah the day we went to Stephen's office and started ransacking his place in hopes of finding some condoms, but NOOOO. we found FHM cards, and liquor instead. and this FHM girl has the same name as me. HAHAH.

Apex Flag Day at Somerset. (:

Beattie wa feeling insane during Math i think? hahah.

oh the cute little balls which squirt out champagne when you bite into them. i finished the whole box in 2 hours. somebody go to Hokkaido and get more of these for me!! pretty please? (:

OH THIS IS THE FUCKING DISGUSTING BLISTER THAT I HAD FOR ONE MONTH ALRDY. it is so fricking gross, its filled with pus and i hate it. ): its the reason why im wearing slippers to school nowadays. and im not faking it lorrrrrrr.

during Math? hahah.

anyway i was supposed to do to babarblackchick with Vera tmrw night BUT turns out i actl booked tickets to watch a ballet performance at the Esplanade tmrw night since LAST YEAR. and i totally forgot about it until the tickets arrived early this week. :/ and the dresscode is formal suit/cocktail dress, and i dont know what im gonna wearrrrrrrrrrrrr. the oompa-loompa President is gonna be there. omgggggg. ): this is horrible.

andsssssss todayssss issssssss thesssss SSSSSSSSSSSSSSS daysssssssssssszzzzzzz.
cuz S is the New Black. (:

siao mohawk. hahah.

ohsssssssss todaysssssss issssssssss alsosssssssssssss thesssssssss frenchssssssss plaitssssssss dayssssszzzzzz. :D
(inside joke)

okayyyy i better go back to Bio, although i really hate Bio now cuz im gonna get 0 for the last quiz. ):

anyhoooos, bye! (:

2007-01-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

hello! im blogging while waiting for Pinyan and Yujie to send me their last and final parts of the damn Chinese SIA. i must learn how to process my thoughts in Chinese btw, its so much better than going to worldlingo.com to translate. -.-" so loser somemore.

anyway this week's a crazyyyyyyy week. there's Chem and Physics test, im prepared to flunk both. ): havent started doing no shit!!!

and i just realised that i've got quite a few pictures in my phone but im just too lazy to transfer them to the comp.

last week was crazy too, the highlight was crying while walking in the rain. HAHA drama mama.

David Beckham as Prince Philip. <3 much much love. hahaha.

oh and i've used my Tinkerbell diary as a neoprint-sticker! its the coolest shizz everrrrrrrrrrrr. (:

okkkk im gonna print our 19 page report out now. :D:D:D bye!

2007-01-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

today's been a horrible horrible day.

gonna say hello to fucking swollen eyes tmrw morning.

2007-01-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

RAHAHAHAHA I LOVE WEEKENDS I LOVE WEEKENDS! :D

this weekend, i:

-went shopping, bought pretty shoes from pedderRED and cute little undies. :D
-woke up at 9am every morning.
-did almost no homework, 'cept for completing the math assignment. (but i decided to check all items on my to-do-list anyway, its horrible just looking at them.)
-ate very yummy food at Peach Garden, Da Paolo Pizza Bar and Kolo Mee! :D food keeps everybody goinggggggg.
-sold my Brighton house.
-went house-hunting around Bukit Timah area, and we've shortlisted a few very pretty houses alrdy :D (oh and i got to see the biggest bungalow in Singapore too, its so fricking huge i thought it was a condo :x)
-went for tennis and burnt lots of fats, but i think i twisted my shoulder or something... :/
-and i forgot what else i did but it was much better than stoning in school. :D

okay im gonna enjoy the last few hours of my weekends now. bye (:

2007-01-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

wow, sec4 is really getting to me. everything's so rush rush rush and everybody's giving it all the shit that they can ever give.

IM DYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

today, Faith and I discussed the crazy ass life we had last year and how we slacked off last year and it seemed so fun! like everybody'd just walk into class every morning asking for completed worksheets so that they can copy. i want that to come back. ): and i wish deadlines arent really deadlines, i hate working by deadlines, they make me feel so...dead.

but CIP at Stephen's today was the most interesting thing this week cuz i learnt that the whale shark has 3000 teeth. so im looking forward to after Week7 when all the madness is over and CNY arrives and we can go to Stephen's to do more ID again. :D

i really hope this year passes like really quickly and next year i shall slack off again. (:

and i sincerely hope that everyone survives this crazy week and the weekends are hereeeeee! (living for the weekends now)

much much love <3

hey ohhhhhh,

2007-01-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

i think retail therapy does wonders for the soul, seriously.

i spent my whole day shopping with my momma after Jiang in the afternoon. and i feel superficially happier now. (:

bought clothes from Emporio and ck. but im still shopping for a dress. and cute shoes. and nice panties (cuz i alrdy bought nice bras. :D) actl i wanted to go get the bag which i saw in Colette a few months back, but they dont have it anymore. ):

okay anyway i have tennis tmrw morning so i better have an early night. (:

P.S.: thankyou jiemuiz. <3 i will be smarter after POWER Tution! :D

2007-01-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

hi. im going to Island Creamery now to eat ice-cream cuz i know that ice-cream makes people happy. (:

anyway i wanna apologise to my jiemuiz cuz i was crying like a silly baby during Math lesson today and it was so embarrassing. :x but i think it still sucks to get zero for the first quiz of the year, hopefully i'll get 1 mark or something.

okay im off to ice-cream now. byeeee!

happy thoughts happy thoughts

2007-01-09T20:19:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiiii (: i have decided to be happy although i feel very confused and tired now. :D hahaha my motto this year is to FORGIVE AND FORGET. :D i think it is an awfully wonderful motto and i lovvit. (:

school has been okay, im still surviving (although the SIA overload is REALLY getting to me, but thats okay! only one more yearrrrrr. :D)

okay although i dont understand what The Taiji-Master is saying most of the time during Physics, it is still a very fun lesson:

:D hahahah oh and today we burnt all the matches on the table outside the aircon lab and made it into a little matchstick-cake for Kendra. (: hahah it was so cute.

but during LA and Math lessons i just conk out and draw little stars! (:

i think i want to have a tattoo somewhere around my ankles someday. :x

OHHHHH and i have like, a blister/crater on the back of my foot now and its fricking gross. its filled with pus and blood. i feel like wearing slippers again tmrw.

ST asked me to purchase a Nanyang Bra today. but i didnt buy it, maybe i should have. hahaha just to see if its comfy and nice, then i cant invest in lots and lots of Nanyang Bras!!! HAHAHA.

Bella loves her little orange bed. (: hehehe she looks so adorable!

i am gonna read up on Homeostasis now cuz it has been in my organizer for 3 days alrdy and its still undone. :x

2007-01-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

the last post was ridiculously stupid and it was JT who gave us ideas :D HAHA we love our LA teacher.

watching That's So Raven now. went to Au Jardin at Botanical Gardens today for Esyn's birthday party and it was rather fun. oh had tennis at SICC in the morning. ytd was flag day. it was so horrible. ppl just dont wanna donate to me. ): i dont even have the chaobin that May and Faith have!!! :P hahaha. accompanied Faith to cut her hair after flag day, and then i left for Jiang. and i was the only one who handed in my letter cuz i copied almost my whole letter from the newspaper article. i think laoshi's gonna flip upon seeing it but i really enjoyed the feeling of being the only one to pass stuff up :D

and i decided that my New Year's Resolution is exactly the same as Faith and Nehneh, that is: To be a mugger. :D yessssss i will do it, history shall not repeat itself again. (:

P.S.: i bought yet another cutey-pen today. and my cutey-pen WILL beat Faith's! :D

2007-01-05T11:21:00.000+08:00

to the left, to the left, little evil thoughts floating to the left.

HAHA.

grab your tits, pinch your nipples.

HAHA.

2007-01-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

school's in, and the craziness happening in classrooms is just getting started!

its been two okay schooldays, not too bad yet, SO IM SURVIVING! :D

hahah anyway i've been going around neighbourhood shopping malls after school these two days, buying groceries, buying nonsense (cutey pens!) and anything else. ooh and i bought Bella a new doggy-bed ytd while shopping around Thomson Plaza, she loves it by the way. (: hahah.

and my cutey pen collection currently stands at: FIVE pens :D hahah gonna collect more and moreeeeee.

okayyyyyy im gonna continue the WEC essay at where Ezra left off for me now, cuz i promised so many people that im gonna work harder this year and successfully get into JC! :D (and hopefully get at least an A for the Chinese paper. ):) byeeeeee!

2007-01-02T17:49:00.000+08:00

my nice babyboy is writing my WEC essay for me now and im sooo happy! hahaha :D yayyyyy so far its been going good, he says its 999 words alrdy. HAHA much better improvement than when i tried to do it. hahah. maybe my WEC essay would be done before school reopens and i wont hafta worry about it ever again! hehehe :P

anyway i spent my morning cooking Bella's food cuz i dont have a maid currently and i gotta do all the Bella-related stuff AND the fricking laundry. ):

gonna visit the warm jacuzzi for a little while now, doing a little relaxing before all the frenzy starts
again tmrw. :x

P.S.: i just realised i havent seen some of my classmates for such a long while now! Kendra, Chow, Vinette, Valencia, omg and so many ppl, some i cant even remember anymore! sheeeeez.

P.P.S.: i wanna get this Sony Vaio laptop! its so pretty, IN PINK!!!

hahaha baby helped me check it out alrdy and it might be available in Paragon, hopefully in pink. hahah :D

2007-01-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO! (:

i had a very very very fun time these 2 days, yay. hahah ytd at Tower Club was spent with Uncle Peter, Auntie Jenny, Feliza and her boyfriend, and my family. we went there for the party and to watch the fireworks! it was sooo beautiful, seeing it from the 63rd storey is really really different, i felt so close to those sparks. very pretty! (:

the dancefloor was quite cool. hahah we had a fun time boogey-ing the beat. Feliza and her boyfriend also won the Best Dancing Couple prize. hahah i think the prize was a bottle of champagne. ummm after the countdown, we went to the bar on the 64th storey and sat down for drinks, i had a lychee martini (yummyyyyyyy). (: yeah and then headed home around 2am.

oh and all the pictures are with Feliza, i'll get it maybe like next week or something? :/

AND today i went to M'sia cuz my dad wanted to take his newest baby for a spin on the highways and also cuz we wanted to help the flood victims. so i kinda spent the whole day sitting on the motorcycle and going around the 83 families living there, distributing some form of financial help to them. the affected areas were sooo bad, and the area stank quite a bit cuz of the mud+rainwater. it was so so sad. ):

the people were clearing out their houses and throwing away all the damp furniture now, it reminded me of the tsunami. ):

anyway, im gonna hafta try to finish my commonwealth essay now but i dont think i'll be able to. gonna go now. bye! (:

2007-01-01T09:45:00.000+08:00

i had a smashing New Year's Countdown at Tower Club, how about YOU?! :D

hahah i'll blog more about it when i have more time, or when i decide to finish my commonwealth essay. (:

anyway, im rushing off to M'sia (again!). bye y'all! (:

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2006-12-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

i've never felt so betrayed, ever. how could a friendship be so feeble like that? so weak and insignificant that it can just be thrown away in a few months, over something as dumb and stupid as that. and now that its all coming back again, we are slowly losing the connection and maybe we wont even feel about each other soon. human nature is so disappointing sometimes, it fails to cherish the things that we have right in front of our eyes, giving it all up for something so obviously ridiculous. but we wont know for sure if our guesses are right, and thats cuz you refuse to talk about it. is it really so difficult for you to open up to us? afterall, i still feel that we have a right to know.

okay enough emo talk. but it is a really lonely night today.

2006-12-29T19:16:00.000+08:00

Today,

i explored VivoCity (at last)!hahah but no, i didnt get lost even though my momma and i are both dumbasses in directions. :D hahah but it was a nice shopping trip.

bought stuff from Ted Baker, Topshop, Zara, Nike and La Senza. hehehe and i got this hot pink bra, its sooo sexyyyyyy. hahaha lovvit! (:

OOOOH and i went to Build-A-Bear cuz Esyn's birthday is coming so we had to get her something. it was sooo fun! hahaha i love choosing those cute little outfits and we ended up buying a bikini, a wedding gown, miniskirt blahblahblah for the little bear. hahah oh and i think Bella can actl wear those clothes y'know. so im gonna go back one day to buy clothes for Bella. :D

anyway i dont really take a huge liking to VivoCity. i still prefer the town area, but its soooo crowded there nowadays, its scary.

oh and my new hairstyle is sooo difficult to style nicely. the ends keep poking out or something like that. so i think i'll go back to Le Salon in about 2 months time to really chop it all off, make it seriously short and slopey. :D

gonna go for my first lesson at Jiang tmrw although the whole world like quit alrdy and Vera insists that it sucks. ): i am so sad. oh and i might take a short trip down to M'sia after that.

watching That's So Raven now and im soooo NOT excited to get started on the fricking Commonwealth essay. ):

P.S.: to all Jiemuiz: hoping to meet y'all on New Year's Eve. is it almost confirmed alrdy? i doubt i can join y'all for the countdown cuz my dad just booked a table at Tower Club for us to catch the fireworks. sorry! meet around the afternoon-evening instead? tell me!! (:

2006-12-28T21:21:00.000+08:00

hello! hahaha i went to Le Salon to cut my hair today! hahah it is The Slope-Bob. :D and i like it! but it was seriously such an expensive haircut. oooh but the hairwash was sooo heaven! omg the massage was so shiok, y'know? hahaha i can just dream about the nice head massage again. hehe :D

anyway i need to thank Vera and Nehneh for sitting there for soooooo long, waiting for me. i love you guys.

oh and i like living in Casa cuz its so near school. AND im going shopping with my momma tmrw, hurrahhhhh :D

gonna take a bath now (and admire pretty new hair! hehe.) bye!

P.S.: Faith, you should definitely cut The Slope-Bob, trust me. :P

2006-12-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiiii (: im currently packing my stuff into boxes now cuz we're gonna be almost permanently moving to Casa tmrw or something like that.

anyway i had a fun x'mas eve and x'mas :D how about you?! hahah okay x'mas eve was spent with ZPS 6A and it was nice catching up with them and playing funny games. hahah and MAHJONG! yessssssss mahjong mahjong hahah and a little bit of daidi&blackjack. :D

counting down time. hahah somebody shouted "you all very noisy leh!" from the top i think. hahah and it sounded so ahsoh.

anyway thanks to Yujie, Chaiping and Jiawen for organising! :D

ooh and i just went to Chaiping's blog, there're soooo many pictures of the party there! hahah y'all can go there to take a look. (:

hehe i feel like copying some pictures here. credits to xanga.com/go_thedistance. (Chaiping! :D)

pouring (dirty) footwater! omgz GWL went to stick his foot in before pouring it on usssssssss. ):

the (almost) group photo? hahah (:

oh and x'mas was my brother's birthday too so he had a little party at SICC and i asked Faith, Nehneh, Yujie and Felly along too! we had fun destroying our throats with karaoke and crazy dancing. :D

bro and his (very scandalous) friends.

Felly's sexy sideview. hahah.

oh and today was Farewell! but i dont feel like posting fug pictures of me in guides uni so i shall just post ONE picture! :D

HAHA.

okay anyway im back to do more packing! bye y'all! (:

im trying to be strong, stay strong. but sometimes its just so hard, when my heart wins over my mind and i completely lose it, almost blurting out what i've been trying hard not to go back to. and the lonely nights when i dont dare to shut my eyes because i feel so lost inside. i know i need to stay strong.

2006-12-24T09:59:00.000+08:00

yay! christmas tmrw! :D hahah actl i dont really celebrate christmas but im just really feeling the holiday mood nowadays.

anywayyyyyyyyy, last few days were packed with dinner appointments and stuff like that. had dinner with Uncle Xavier and his family cuz they just moved here from France, and Loic&Adrien have grown so much since the last time we saw them in Lyon. had dinner last night with Uncle Peter and family too, then we went over to his place for a couple of drinks.

oooh and my nails are in a shocking pink colour now. very prettyyyy, hahaha i like! (:

and i finally finished making the farewell gifts. :D

hahah very pretty right! im quite proud of myself (:

ooh i just found a picture from quite long ago:

hahah we saw it in Stephen's office and we just added the coloured hole in the middle. :D

anyway i think im going over to Jiawen's place soon for the party. :D hahah and hoping to see my Jiemuiz tmrw! bye y'all! Merry Christmas! (:

P.S.: a BIG thank you to eveyrone who sent X'mas cards to my house. hahah very sweet of y'all (:

2006-12-22T09:47:00.000+08:00

these few days i've been spending most of my time in school and in Taka. went to Taka the day before to buy x'mas presents for some of my family friends and ytd i went to Art Friends to get the materials to make farewell gifts.

anyway i've finally bought foolscap paper and i promised Nehneh that i would get started on my Binomial Theorem Assignment as soon as i buy foolscap paper. hahah so im gonna start doing it soon, i guess. ): (OH! and i finally found my pencilbox, it was lurking in one of the paper bags inside my cupboard. hahah :D)

oh yeah thanks a lot to Vera for baking those scones/cookies thing, hahah they're quite yummy la. hahah my momma says so too! (: and thanks to Zhuoxuan for that earring holder thing. its so pretty! hahah lovvit (:

oh and my little brother is finally going to Secondary school and he got in to the place he has always wanted to go, no matter how many times i've tried to dissuade him from going there. -.-"

going for a mani+pedi later and i miss my Jiemuiz so much. ): are y'all available for a x'mas meetup? at SICC? its been ages since i've seen you guysssss. ):

umm off to do Binomial now, and James Tan hasn't replied about the Commonwealth thing. ): bye!

the phonecall last night confirmed it all. i didn't sense any emotions from you at all. its the end for us. i don't wish to go back to the unhappy times, i just wanna keep moving on. have a happy trip. and bye...forever?

2006-12-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

we're currently going through a rough patch now,
and it hurts, so badly.

2006-12-19T13:56:00.000+08:00

hi! im back from Maldives! it was fab, scenery was perfect, beach was perfect, place was perfect, kinda like paradise. and everything's so peaceful there, like everybody doesnt have anything to worry about 'cept for the sun, sand and the sea. (: and i got some me-time over in Maldives too, thought a lot about stuffs and i felt very contented (more about the thoughts later..).

errrr, basically we just laid around the beach, tanned, snorkelled, went banana-raiding, ate, played daidi, chilled out at the poolside bar at night, laid around the beach somemore, laughed at stupid couple-shirt-wearing-honeymooning-couples, and laid around the beach again. (: lovvit! oh and i spent most of my time on the beach reading this book-PS, I Love You by Cecilia Ahern. its seriously one of the best books i have ever read. this book made me cry several times, no joke. its an extremely good read and anyone who's a sad-love-story-junkie like me should go read it. (:

beautiful outdoor shower. our villa was so fab, like the ultimate luxury. hahah.

uh nice pretty pink flower? my dad was obssessed with all the flowers. -.-"

HAHAH the day we decided to conquer that coconut tree cuz we felt like drinking some coconut juice.

yeah and thats the furthest we got to. :x hahah and stop staring at my cellulite-filled legs. ):

hahah piggyback!

my bro acting cool on the beach. (actl i think he'd look pretty good minus the fats! :D)

an example of a stupid couple-PANTS-wearing-honeymooning-couple. omg there were like a gazillion of them wearing couple shirts/pants/socks/slippers in Maldives and the colours were sooo grosssss. hahaha i cant believe those guys would agree to wear those things. :/

eww the saltwater obviously destroyed my hair and im sunburnt. hahah but still happy. :D but i look so so so damn fugly there. yuck.

so now, im back in Singapore and its been raining&pouring the whole damned day. all this rain is making me lose the mood to dress up and go out anymore. ): i hate it. gonna sleep now. bye.

2006-12-13T12:28:00.000+08:00

hey y'all! i just got back this morning! and Japan was sooo amazing. i loved it. plus there was so much food during the entire trip, i was like eating ebi and scallop sashimi there every single fucking day. i swear to lose the 2kg that i have put on there asap. ):

anyway, I dont really feel like blogging about the trip so much cuz I cant remember much of it alrdy. hahah. so...just pictures i guess! :D

oh yeah we had to transit at HK for 1 night before flying to Sapporo, Hokkaido. and HK is seriously love. everything there is sooooo new and NEW! omgz we went into Prada on the transit back to Singapore, and they have the new Summer/Spring 2007 collection alrdy! (eh but its not for sale yet, hahah just for display purposes) but the thing is that Singapore doesnt even have a waiting list for that yet! plus they dont even know the exact price for every item. AND by my estimation, its around 300 bucks cheaper in HK. but we werent living in HK, so we couldnt put our names down on the list. ): and the bag is so pretty, a smaller version of the last season's ruffled-leather bag. (think: The Beckhams)

okay i tried searching for the picture of the bag, but its so new that its not available online yet. hahah. okay whatever, i love the bag! :D

some lake we went to see on the first day of arrival. i know i look so fug. ):

then we went to the Noboribeitsu Hot Spring Resort in Hell Valley. omg that place is heaven. ITS SO NAKED. everybody walks around naked in the Grand Public Bath and Hot Spring area and its so amusing. hahahah. and the onsen (hot spring) is sooo relaxing, lovvit!

and we could walk around the resort in the yukatas, everybody does that. (: its so niceeeee. okay i think i looked demented there. hahah.

momma and bro. traditional Jap meal, we had meals like that almost every meal and they're sooo yummy! :D hehe.

some mountain, i forgot its name. :x

snowman!! hahaha i didnt build that. some Jap kid did it and we went to mess around with it, so i think the kid got mad, and he walked away so that snowman became ours! muahaha :D

beautiful beautiful spring water place. oh yeah, it snowed like every single day and it was sooo frickkin cold there, like -2 degrees everyday on an average.

dad and i, Otaru town.

hahahah my bro was like on a snow-war, so he had to dress himself up and protect himself from all those snowballs. hahaha he looks like a terrorist.

the fat polar bear at the zoo.

the baby leopard/tiger/whatever. i was so scared that it would pee on me. hahah.

lion, i was trying to get it to look at me! >(

umm we stopped by the ice-cream factory and many other places (which I forgot) and then we went to the Furano Ski Resort!!! :D yesssss i love skiing, im really a Ski Master now. hahaha.

bro and i.

hahaha i fell down shortly after this photo was taken.

hahaha my bro decided to do snowboarding and he was just acting cool for this photo. hahah HE WAS ON FLAT GROUND, for fuck’s sakes. hahah.

okay yeah this is the real photo of him doing SOMETHING. hahah.

momma and i. she just put on the skis to look cool for this photo. hahah she still couldnt ski cuz of her leg.

skiing without poles cuz im cool. :D

hahah i love this picture. i look so happy and fast in it. :D

oh and i keep hearing the ShayneWard song-No Promises when i was skiing in Furano. hahah they keep replaying it on the mountains. so now it has become my favourite song. :D

oh yeah and i bought a Juicy bag and purse during my stay in Sapporo City. hahah i was practically running to the Juicy shop. its so pretty and i lovvit. :D

okay end of my Japan post and i think i should seriously start doing my homework now. cuz im going to M'sia tmrw to visit my great-grandmomma and flying off to the Maldives again this Friday!!! WOOOOTS. maybe my momm'll allow me to dive there! (: *crosses fingers* hahaha if not, i think im gonna sunbath 24/7. :D oh and Faith is going to Phuket too, so maybe we can both dive and we'll meet each other at the halfway mark between Phuket and Maldives! hahah! and Faith says we can do mask-swaps too. hahah.

much love <3

P.S.: oh sheez, i think i cant start doing most of the homework cuz i lost my entire pencilbox. hahah like i forgot where i placed it. :x no calculator=cannot do math! ): okay actl, i think its :D:D:D:D:D HAHAHA. :P

2006-11-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

i just painted my nails so i cant type quickly. hahah anyway im leaving for Japan+HK tmrw morning! yayyyyy :D im quite excited. i like Japan a lot cuz they have yummy food and im going skiing! hahah when i come back i'll be a Ski Master. hahah :D

i miss somebody right now.
i don't watch TV these days.
i wear glasses or contact lens.
i love to play video games.
i've tried marijuana.
i have been in a threesome.
i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
i believe honesty is usually the best policy.
i curse sometimes.
i have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
i'm so totally smart. :D:D hahah i wont deny it!
i've broken someone's bones.
i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, f.o.c and scar-free.
i need money right now.
i talk really, really fast.
i have long hair.
i have lost money in Las Vegas.
i have at least one sibling.
i have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
i couldn't survive without Caller ID.
i like the way i look.
i'm usually pessimistic.
i have a lot of mood swings.
i have a hidden talent. its hidden right? so i've yet to discover that, will tell you guys once i find out! hahah.
i'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
i have a lot of friends. (so subjective?)
i'm currently single.
i have pecked someone of the same sex.
i enjoy talking on the phone.
i pratically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
i love to shop.
i would rather eat then shop.
i don't hate anyone.
i'm a pretty good dancer.
i'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
i have a cell phone.
i watch MTV on a daily basis.
i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
i have rejected someone before.
i have changed a diaper before.
i've called the cops on a friend before.
i'm not allergic to anything.
i have a lot to learn.
i've been with someone at least 10 yrs older or younger.
i'm shy around the opposite sex.
i have tried alcohol before.
i have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
i own the 'south park' movie.
i would die for my best friends.
i think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza!
i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
i love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is fun because you get candy.
i watch Spongebob and i like it.
i am happy at this moment.
i'm obsessed with guys.
i have more than just my ears pierced.
i walk barefoot whenever i can.
i have jumped off a bridge.
i love sea turtles.
i spend ridiculous money on make-up.
i plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
i'm proficient in a musical instrument.
i've worked at Mcdonald's restaurant.
i hate office jobs.
i love sci-fi movies.
i think water rules.
i went college out of state.
i like sausages.
i love kisses.
i fall for the worst people.
i adore bright colours.
i can't live without black eyeliner.
i don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
i usually like covers better than originals.
i can pick up things with my toe.
i can't whistle.
i can move my tongue in waves.
i have ridden/owned a horse before.
i still have every journal i've ever written in.
i can't stick to a diet. ):
i talk in my sleep.
i try to forget things by drowning them with distractions.
i have jazz in my blood.
i wear a toe ring.
i have a tattoo.
i can't stand at least one person that i worked with.
i'm a caffeine junkie.
i cosplay/know what cosplaying is.
i have been to over 15 conventions.
i will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
i only clean my room when necessary.

oh and last night was nice cuz i managed to meet up with a fraction of the Jiemuiz and we explored Kallang, City Hall and Bugis together. :D much much love to my Jiemuiz, esp Faith who's suffering in Sabah now (muahaha!) and May whom we all wanna see smiling&happy again. (:

im gonna pain my toenails now and then pack my luggage! (: bye!

waking up in your arms,
that's love.

2006-11-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

hello! (:

went to Sentosa today with my family cuz my dad was interested in buying a plot of land at Sentosa Cove, but is not interested anymore. hahah yeah so we ended up being local tourists at Sentosa, travelling around and stuff. :D sat on the luge! hahaha the luge in NZ is 10 times better, seriously. but it was still fun anyhow! :D

hahahah the chairlift stopped in mid-air halfway and i was fucking scared! cuz it isn't supposed to be like that! hahah then the people in front of me started laughing cuz i thought we were gonna die. :x oops. heh heh.

on the chairlift. hahah i look very...different here. omgz and the eyebags!!! ))))):

oh and ytd was quite fun too cuz there was retail therapy! hahaha lovvit lovvit. (: bought quite a lot of stuff and im happy. :D

okay gonna go now. bye!

2006-11-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

i bought a tamagotchi today and i named it Moe. :D

hahaha i love being childish sometimes. :D

BUT! that stupid thing refuses to wake up now! it doesn't wanna play with me!!!! ): im soooo pissed. that thing is supposed to entertain me, but its bedtime is at freaking 9pm, helloooooooooooo?! ):

anyway, i was walking around the City Hall/Boat Quay area today and afternoon was spent at Forum. (:

the super cute yellow people i saw at the Merlion Park today! omgzzzz so adorable!! hahaha :D

they look like little Oompa-Loompas! :D:D:D so cuteeeeeeeee. (im not being rude/disrespectful to them or anything like that.)

okay im gonna try to wake Moe up for the millionth time now. love <3

2006-11-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

hello. im eating pineapple lumps now and they make me think about New Zealand. hahah. :D

Sunbean (Group 4) came over to my place ytd to chill out. hahah and celebrate dear little Terri's birthday! (:

Patricia and Yue Chin doing something really dumb. hahah.

Terri! (: Happy 15th!

then we headed over to Chomp Chomp at night to feast on local food! :D

okay uh today i just went for CCA and slacked around. then i cabbed down to Tanglin to meet my momma. yeah anyway tmrw's gonna be so tiring in the morning, but im going shopping in the afternoon! its the shopping season, yayyyyyy! :D Club21 sales!!! :D:D:D:D

P.S.: hello everybody on my tagboard! (: im sorry for not replying individually! hahah i'll give y'all candy when i see you in school! :P tag tag tag somemore! :D heheh.

P.P.S.: hello :D! uh i think i got my jeans for 300plus, i forgot the exact price. sorry! :x

2006-11-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

hello! today was a very funny day cuz i found it sooo...amusing. :D hahaha.

okay anyway today i went to Bukit Timah Clinic cuz my big toe has been numb since i came back from New Zealand. like the whole bottom part of my big toe. hahah so since it has been numb for so long alrdy, my dad wanted me to go see a doctor. yeah k so i walked into the room and the conversation was like that:

Dr: so what can i help you with?
Me: oh i need help with my big toe. its numb. actl it has been numb for 5 days alrdy.
Dr: okay let me examine your big toe.

hahaha wasn't it very funny?! :D heheh.

then yadda yadda he goes on to examine my big toe and explained the situation. turns out that i walked too much during the NZ trip, so the nerves on my big toe were undergoing too much pressure. and now the nerves on my big toe are damaged. so i can't feel anything in that area. ): there's some super long name for this condition but it was too long for me to remember.

hahaha anyway i think im so stupid/loser for getting damaged nerves due to TOO MUCH WALKING?!?! my momma was laughing at me and she says she's gonna hafta lend me her crutches now. :D hahah.

okay this is a pointless entry but i just felt like blogging about it cuz its so amusing (to me). :D k gonna eat medicine now. bye! (:

2006-11-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

today was organic day. went to the organic shop around the area to stock up on organic stuff. and i had organic chicken, organic broccoli, organic mushrooms and organic cranberry juice for dinner. :x saw Li-Lin and Allan Wu there. i suppose Allan Wu was sick, cuz he went to the clinic next door while Li-Lin went to buy lots of organic groceries from the store. okay uhhhhhh...

lunch with EmoEzra around town.

caught a movie on Saturday night. i only remember Casino Royale as being filled with furious sex. :P the other parts were so boring, plus i didn't even understand the plot most of the time. so i slept throughout, and i only woke up with Daniel Craig was having steamy sex with Eva Green. HAHA.

went shopping on Sunday. bra-shopping to be precise. and i realised that i have finally upgraded a cup size! :D:D:D:D HAHA damn happy.

i've gotta find 30 bucks now, to pay up for the darned cookies tmrw. ):

k im sorry for such a boring post. i think i lost the Blogging Bug again, after the horribly long NZ post. heh :x

2006-11-18T11:36:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIII! (: welcome back to the once-dead-bitchcaked-but-gonna-be-awaken-soon-bitchcaked! hahah anyway New Zealand Adventure was sooooo amazingggggggg. when i was there, i didn't really think much about stuff, but after coming back, i realised how fab New Zealand was. okay very cliche, but really its self-discovery. (:

anyway im gonna blog about the trip now. to remind myself about all the things that happened. :D love love love all the mehmehs (sheep) in New Zealand!! :D

DAY 1
that day was basically travelling from Singapore to Auckland. 10 hours flight. hahah i was being a loner in the plane, watched four movies and slept until we reached. (:

DAY 2
more travelling. i think we reached Auckland around mid-morning, then we got on a coach for a 5-hour journey to OPC, Tongariro National Park. hahah i remember the bus driver was very amusing. he was introducing the amazing New Zealand to us when practically nobody was listening cuz we were all sleeping. hahah the poor guy. had 2 brief stops along the way.

airport: Chaiping, Yujie, Jiawen, I

lunch break: Yujie and I

Huka Falls:

Lake Taupo:

Me, Chaiping, Marie the Monkey :P

reached OPC around 6plus. got a nice little dinner cooked by Mama and we went to our comfy chalets. :D

DAY 3
went caving!!! (: hahah first-time experience for me. hahah it was so cool! had to squeeze into little holes and got soooo dirty but it was so fun! glow-worms everywhere and they looked like little stars. hahah i think the Pretty Hobbits started singing Twinkle Star in the cave. :P hehe cute. but we've got no pictures of caving cuz nobody brought their cams into the cave! the cameras would have dropped or something i guess. oooh and the highlight of caving was when dear Patricia got her knee stuck between the rocks. hahah it was so funny. but at that moment it didn't seem funny cuz poor Patricia couldn't move! hahah luckily Scott (instructor) and Cui'Er managed to pull her knee out for her. :D hahah and i remember us crossing the river just to sit on the log for a photo! :D

Back at OPC:

dinner time! (: Andrea, Terri, Yiting, Patricia, Marie

bunkbeds at our King Country Energy Chalet! (:

hahah i took a picture of Yue Chin when i was up on the loft. i think she was trying to throw a pillow up. hahah.

Marie the Nerd/Tomboy. hahah so cute!

chilling out at the loft. :D

DAY 4
Local Day! (: we did some team challenge activities first: the Marshmallow game and the Birthday game. then did low ropes-Titanic! hahah it was soooo fun. then high ropes-Big Swing.

Yue Chin swinging downnnnnnn.

me preparing to climb up. i was sooo afraid.

me climbing the rock-wall.

okay it was at this point of time when my fingers got so numb that i couldn't grip on to anything anymore then i started crying. ): i thought i was just gonna fall down and die (okay fine, i forgot that Scott was up there belaying me. :x) so sad and scary.

me swinging down. omggggg i didn't dare to jump down. i hate hate hate my stupid fear for heights. i soooo need to get over it. >(

then we went to do the Flying Fox! it was so cool cuz we were able to hang over the river down below while swinging across! very very pretty. had to climb the Ginny Craig stairs first though. omgz i hate those stairs sooo much, KILLER.

on the Flying Fox. hahah i was hanging on to the pole for my dear life.

pulling the ropes in.

DAY 5
Mountain Day! (: i like that day the most cuz it was soooo....amazinggggg. we climbed Mt. Ruapehu i think. on the dirt path. and it was just walking walking walking and sliding down and pulling ppl up and resting in the bushes. it was very very fun. (: plus the scenery was beautiful! (: we saw Mt. Doom from Lord of the Rings! hahah.

in the OPC van, on the way to Whakapapa (pronounce Fuckapapa. hahah!) thats Terri and her balaclava btw. so cute right! :D

hahah.

pulling and pulling ppl out of the trench! hahah i remember the commando rollover. :D loved that.

resting. looking up at the blue blue sky. (:

trekking and navigating. hahah thankyou Shaowen and Andrea for always leading us to the correct path! :D

Scott and Yue Chin. i think we were resting for lunch. (:

the trees, the clouds and my boot. :P hehe.

oh yeah this was the stupid river i fell into. into the icy-cold water btw. ugggg hahah Yue Chin and i fell in cuz Marie made us walk that wayyyyyy! hahah.

the 20m waterfall. forgot its name. anyway we walked to the back of the waterfall and it was sooo cooooooool. :D

then Scott drove us up to the snowy mountains! played with the snow! snowfight, snowballs, snowman! :D

Scott and Shaowen snowfighting!

hahah us and the snowman with snowboobies.

us and Scott.

DAY 6
Overnight Expedition. my group had to hike up to Jo's Cave and we were gonna sleep in the cave. yeah i knowwwww, so cool right!!! hahah :D BUT it was soooooooo horrible. it was the most horrible night i ever had. it was sooo freezing cold. and we were all WET AND COLD. cuz it was raining while we were hiking and obviously we couldn't change or bathe. so we were sleeping in wet stuff and the sleeping bag became wet in the end. it was so cold, i kept shivering and we all tried the spooning thing that Scott taught us and i managed to get some body heat from Andrea! hahah yayyyy. but only slept for one hour then i started shivering again. okay yeah then Andrea and i made whiny noises. hahah :P

oh but besides the cold, it was very pretty at night. there were glow-worms on the top of the cave and it was like staring into a starry sky. (: we reached Jo's Cave pretty early too, around 3plus. so Shaowen and Scott started building a fire and they cooked dinner for us. yayyy i love Shaowen so much, she's sooo sweet to us. (: and Scott was nice too, cuz he cooked dinner and breakfast, washed the pots and everything else for us when it was supposed to be our job. hahah.

the campfire! (: yay warm warm.

Scott cooking dinner.

Shaowen cooking dinner. :D

warming up. hahah and we started warming our butts too, cuz Scott started doing that!

playing Truth Or Dare i think. hahah Scott told us about Melanie, his girlfriend. that guy is sooo egoistic. haha he said he didn't hafta do anything to get Melanie to like him. -.-"

and i'll never forget these:

Marie's plastic bag shoes. hahaha :D

DAY 7
woke up so early in the morning cuz i was constantly opening my eyes to check if the sun was up yet. cuz that meant that its the morning and we can wake up and i can go to the bushes to pee! hahaha. and i wouldn't feel so cold anymore. :D

anyway we trekked back to OPC. luckily we didn't hafta go through the Mother of Ginny Craig stairs anymore. hahah. there were so many little puddles along the way and i remember how Terri tried to push Scott into the puddle place. hahah.

reached OPC, cleaned up, did duty, got our certificates, said our goodbyes. Mama was so cute! she cried with us. and Yue Chin started the crying bug. sigh but it was all very dramatic. will remember OPC forever. (:

drove down to Rotorua, checked into KiwiPaka. oh and i was in the same room as Brenda, Jocelyn and QiuLing. (: hahah nice roommates. we just keep eating and playing.

DAY 8
Adventure Day! went to the Agrodome. watched the Sheep Show, played with sheepdogs and little lambs.

heheh.

oh the big, fat Merino.

the fricking gigantic cow with huge udders. omg gross.

yay i love the doggie.

awwwww. (:

awwwwwwwww. the little lamb was sooo adorable, it kissed me!!! :D

then we went to the Adventure Ride place. i think almost everybody took the Swoop but i didn't dare to cuz of bad experience with the Big Swing. i knowwww, so loserrrrrr. but i cant help itttttt, i swear im gonna stay on the rooftop of a HDB building and look down, 10 minutes everyday. ):

Marie, Andrea and Yue Chin on the Swoop.

Swooping downnnnnn.

Jocelyn and Tianyu. (:

the Agrojet. (: quite fun i guess? hahah.

ZORB!!!! hahaha i've been wanting to do the Zorb since watching Amazing Race a few years ago. and it was sooo fun! its like a ball and three ppl go in and its filled with water inside. so they push the ball down a hill. so fun!! (: hahah i was inside with Yue Chin and Marie and we tried to run inside at first. but we all fell down after 2 seconds. hahah.

ummm then we went to take the Gondola and the Luge i think. the Gondola's just like a cable-car and we had lunch on that mountain. and the Luge is very fun!! hahah its a little car-like thing and you just drive it all the way down the mountain. super fun! hahah. i went on it 3 times :D

haha family photo.

the Luge! (:

hahah and i remember how Andrea and i were on the chair-lift going back up when we looked down and saw the Pretty Hobbits plus Yiting and Yue Chin roaming around in the wilderness! hahah sooo funny! we thought they lost their luges and so they were trying to walk up to the top. hehe.

DAY 9
Culture+Shopping Day. we went to the Maori Village, Te Puia in the morning. watched the Maori show and saw the gysers (sp?).

hahah Yue Chin the Jap tourist! so cute.

another family photo in the Maori house. hahah. i have a servant and a concubine!! :D hehe.

welcome ceremony.

gyser (sp?)

SUNBEAN! hehe cute name. :D

oh the very gay-like tour guide. quite scary, but he's a good guide! (: hahah. very concerned and everything.

tonguessssss. :P

then we went to shop shop shop! hahah bought lots and lots of fooooooood! :D oh and i bought 4 stuffed toys. hahah i dont know why, but i love stuffed toys. (:

went back in the evening to pack. sheeeez it was kinda tough. hahah. cuz my luggage was alrdy 20kg when we left for Auckland. hahah. but they were nice and didn't charge for excess baggage. (:

shoppingggggg (:

DAY 10
going back day. left KiwiPaka very early in the morning and took a 4-hour bus ride back to the Auckland airport. stopped for breakfast at the Hobbiton Village. hahah i dont know whats the real name but i shall just call it Hobbiton Village cuz there was a Hobbiton place there!

us with Cui'Er and Shan. (:

the Hobbiton place.

then, BACK HOME TO THE 30 DEGREES CELSIUS TEMPERATURE. (: hahah.

hahah at the Auckland airport, Chaiping looks so cute! hahah :P

came back with a burnt face, a gazillion cuts and bruises and blisters, and i feel so ugly nowwwwww. ):

anyway, i wanna thank Group 4 (Sunbean) for making everything happen the way it happened cuz thats how its perfect like that. (:
Andrea: for being so fast in everything you do and for always making us get on our feet to move along our way again. and for making yummy sandwiches.
Hui Juan: for being so concerned and caring over everybody. and for being so nice about everything. and for being our precious Pretty Hobbit.
Marie: for being so calm and steady in everything you do. and for making us think about the proper and sensible way to doing things. and for making yummy sandwiches.
Patricia: for being so entertaining and talkative, you make the group so alive. and for being our precious Pretty Hobbit.
Shao Wen: for being our wonderful nanny and always taking care of us. and for being such a good fire-starter.
Terri: for being so happy and cute, youre like the baby in the group! haha you help keep our spirits up. and for being our precious Pretty Hobbit.
Yiting: for being able to tell so many cold jokes and making us go like, LAMEEEEE. hahah. and for being the non-existent timekeeper. hahah the reason why we're always late! :x
Yue Chin: for being so funny about things. like the little chilli padi, wahlau go eat shit! hahah :P and for always lending me your stinging lip balm. and for being so gullible! hahah camera-pouch-eating-bunny. -.-"

yayyyyyy the end of my New Zealand post. i just finished watching My Girl, very nice! (: and im gonna eat some pizza now. bye y'all! (:

2006-11-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

hi all.

yeah my blog was password-protected for the past few days cuz i was thinking about stuff. and the script for the password protection thingy didn't work anyway. so i took it down.

anyway, i think i've lost my Blogging Bug. i don't have the motivation to blog about stuff anymore. and i don't really like the idea of having many people reading about my life anymore.

so, yeah. i'll just take a break for awhile, i might blog from time to time when the Blogging Bug is back. but don't worry! im doing fine. these few days have been pretty fun. (: going to New Zealand to embark on an adventure in a few days time. life's been pretty good. (:

okayyyyy so bye guys. and i'll be back pretty soon! (: much love.

P.S.: please get well soon, Princess May. we all don't know what to do without the usual you. you'll be the ONE LOVE in our hearts. love you forever and ever, cuz the Jiemuiz' love is all you need. (:

2006-10-31T22:14:00.000+08:00

heyyyyy (: just got back from Tessa's place. they went trick-or-treating around Springbloom. but i seriously wasn't in the Halloween mood at all, so i just stayed in the house and ate chips. :/ sigh i know, l-o-s-e-r. ): Wilfred got like, 200plus candies. omgz, thank god i didn't go, i'd definitely have gotten 10kg heavier. hahaha.

today was bumming around day. went tanning in the mid-morning till early afternoon.

hahah okay, sorry i was bored while tanning. :P

uh then i bathed and walked to NTUC to pick up some baking materials. cuz my brother and i wanted to bake Cocoa Bread in the afternoon. hahah :D yeah and NO READY-MIX, no kidding. (: but the dough turned out ultra sticky and gross-looking.

stupid Wilfred got tired while kneading the dough, so he pulled a chair into the kitchen to sit down. -.-"

hahah yeah thats The Sticky Dough.

oooh our little pieces of bread! yes they're seriously BREAD, not cookies!!! hahah although the bread turned out pretty rock-hard. but hey, you never get it right the first time! practice makes perfect! :D

compare mine and Wilfred's bread. mine's on the left and his on the right. YAY IM A BETTER BAKER! :D

anyway went to Goldenhill to have tennis lesson with Daryl, Brandon and Wilfred around 4plus. then the rain came at about 5. that sucked. so we just stoned around Goldenhill, went home around 6. then i went to Tessa's place after dinner.

yeah k no mood to blog now. bye (:

you promised me,
although i don't show it,
i feel so much hurt,
history's repeating itself, yet again.

2006-10-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

i finally got to World 2 of Mario last night!!!!! :D YAY i was sooooo proud of myself. :D:D:D

anyway i enjoyed today a lot. cuz today mainly consisted of: shopping, relaxing and looking pretty. okay fine im being superficial but i like these kinda days a lot. (:

woke up pretty late this morning. played OutRun on the XBox then i went to town with my momma cuz she had an appointment with Slimfit at Taka. so i walked around town myself. bought a pair of sneakers-flats from Topshop.

i remember May or somebody else telling me before that she'd never forgive me if i ever wore those kinda shoes out. hahah. was it May? or somebody else? i forgot! :/

then i got really bored of walking around cuz i wasn't really in the crazy shopping mood (and partly cuz i didn't have enough moolah too ):) so i went back to Taka's Kinokuniya to look for good reads! :D yayyyyy and i bought Nicole Richie's The Truth About Diamonds.

sat down at Coffee Club to read the book and relax. i knowwwwwwwww, i think im such a loner, sitting around town by myself. HAHAHA. :x but it was very relaxing k, i liked it :D

okay then my momma was done with her massage and we went to Crystal Jade to eat and get fat. (: next, went to FANCL House to buy skincare products. i got the limited edition little foaming ball, hahah its so cute, hanging on my bathroom wall now. uh bought cleaner and toner as well.

then we came home, i continued reading Nicole Richie's book (its quite nice!) and played more OutRun on the Xbox! :D hahaha uh then around 4pm, my momma brought me out again. went to Next Salon.

PERMED HAIR!!!!! hahahah omgggggg how do i look?!?! its so scary y'know. the first time i saw it, i was like, OMG I HATE IT, I LOOK LIKE A FRIKKEN AUNTIE. hahaha then the look slowly grew on me when i looked at it more.

okay BUT thats only a temporary perm cuz i just wanted to see how i look like with permed hair IF i really went to perm it. this perm will go off in 1 or 2 days time i think. (: hahaha yeah so howwwwwww? im in a dilemma now! i need comments!!!! hahaha but both the hairstylist and my momma feels that my hair's still too short to be permed. so they asked me to grow it longer, then perm. :S

ANYWAYYYY, to all my Jiemuiz: dont worry about me! (: im fine, really. hahah thanks for your concern. just a few bouts of emo-ness. but its fine! anyway, do y'all wanna come over to my place one day? or hang out on thursday? cuz im free on thursday! (: i havent seen y'all in.....3 days!!! OMG. :O hahah. msg me! (: love y'all.

so... TO PERM, OR NOT TO PERM? :x hahah. bye! <3

2006-10-29T20:16:00.000+08:00

i went for a morning swim today and i feel so happy. :D hahah okay nvrm that i spent 75% of my time in the jacuzzi sleeping instead of the pool, but its still like umm exercising right?!?! hahah :P
ate lunch at Raku!! :D yes yes Pitan Tofu :D:D then my parents were thinking of getting another dog, so we went puppy-shopping the whole afternoon. went to Pasir Ris Farmway and Thomson area. i have decided that i only want another Maltese, no other breeds, cuz Bella's still the bestest dog i've ever got. (: plus they're so adorable.

the guy at Pasir Ris told us that his quality Maltese would only be ready for selection next weekend, so we'll probably go down then i thinkkkkk. yay im so excited. puppies are soooo cute, but i hope Bella wont get jealous. :x

uh then we had tea at Liquid Kitchen--Chocolate Fondue! hahah dammit i think my morning swim went to waste. came home, played the XBox and cut some carrot sticks for Bella.

okay i think im gonna play mahjong now.

yeah and a blue rose. cuz thats how im feeling now: BLUE. :/ k bye. (:

2006-10-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiiiii (: i spent my whole morning training up on Mario today, but im still stuck in World 1! but in part 4 though. i just keep dropping into the lava!!! ): so saddddddddd.

anyway, i followed my dad to go car-shopping in the afternoon cuz i was sooo bored and i felt so pissed cuz Mario refuses to listen to me! hahaha. yeah k so we went to Aston Martin's showroom first, my dad test-drove the DB9, or was it DB7? aiya whatever la, just DB-something. hahah. yeah it was cool. and i saw the Sultan of Johor's TBJ Aston Martin in the showroom, apparantly he was parking it there cuz he has too many cars to drive. -.-" oh then we went to Ferrari's showroom, test-drove the 612. omg its soooo nice, it was so fabbbbbb, i want that car :D we went up to 170km/h on the stretch of road in Tuas, hahah i was so scared so i closed my eyes. :x heh. umm then Porsche next, they didn't have any Carrera S available for test-drive there so we left after awhile.

uh then i went to Jiawen's place for a BBQ/ZPS gathering. (: it was sian at first cuz everybody was being so emo, then we started playing the stupid name game, and things started getting better. hahaha my name was Larry-Bird, all Larry's fault. anyway XiaoJiJi is the best, he's our most loyal fan. :D

hahaha.

the boys chillin' out? heh.

okay anyway i left around 9plus cuz my brother wanted to watch The Covenant or something like that and i had to go along. okay then we went to Lido, and the movie isn't even out yet. wtf. >( so pissed. i could have stayed longer at Jiawen's place. ):

sigh i feel so sad and emo suddenly. i feel so...alone. ): ARGH and im getting angry again. >( sigh i wanna train Mario again, so as to move my mind away from...that. ): okay bye.

2006-10-27T19:31:00.000+08:00

hi! (: just got back home.

anyway, i spent my whole morning going to every rental shop to rent the Korean drama, My Girl, but they all dont have it!!! ): sigh am so sad. Nehneh says its very very nice!!!

then i went to Casa. my momma brought me out for a facial at De Beaute. did the Collagen Renewal one or something like that. anyway it was so relaxing that i fell asleep during the course and my therapist had to shake me cuz i wouldn't wake up. hahah so embarrassing. but my face became redder than ever after the facial. ):

hahaha kay i felt bored while waitng for my therapist to come, so i started photowhoring a little. hehheh :x

then my momma and i went to The Marmalade Pantry for a little tea. and then we shopped around Palais Rennaisance. my momma bought some stuff at DKNY and next was Inhabit where i bought my TSUBI jeans!!!!!!! omgzxzxzxzxzxzxzx!!! :D i am soooo happy! hahaha TSUBI TSUBI TSUBI! :D bought the Lean Bean and its pretty! soft and comfy. but they had to alter it so i can only get it next week. anyway im so happy! :D

okay i wanna go and train myself on playing Mario now, i keep getting stuck in World 1-2! so irritating! >( okay bye (:

i cant believe it
suddenly you announce that youre leaving
you left me hanging here all alone
i cant stop myself from hating you no matter how much you try to placate me
love's gone
< / 3

2006-10-25T19:22:00.000+08:00

yaoxxxxxxxx.

i dont think i can perm my hair anymore. my momma says that it'll spoil my hair, school'll disallow, yadda yadda. ): BUT I WANT TO, SO BADLY. omfg i hate my hair. ):

anyway Faith, Beattie and i went to Stephen's office ytd to log our dives and discuss our next step: Sibu Island, The Philippines! :D:D:D:D:D omgggg so exciting!!! Stephen said that there'll definitely be sharks there. yayyyyy hahaha :D

Little Ernie dives too! (: hahah so cuteeeeeee.

then i cabbed to Plaza Sing with Beattie and met Ezra there. read Size 12 Is Not Fat while waiting for him to finish studying Physics cuz he's in the midst of his exams now. -.-" so stupid right? having exams when everybody else finished theirs alrdy. uggggg.

Ezra pretending to study. hahah. :P

anyway then we went to Quiksilver and bought stripey shirts! hahah :D

yeah and we wore our stripey shirts to take neos.

then went to watch Deathnote. and now, i decided that Deathnote is very very nice; after discussing the plot with Yujie today. hahaha waiting for Deathnote 2, The Last Name. omgggg exciting!! :D hahaha this is so stupid la, considering the fact that i dozed off during the movie ytd. hehheh :x

had to cab back home in a rush, and my efforts gone to waste in the end anyway. my momma FORCED me to go to school today cuz she said that i deserved it since i came home late. WTF. and only like a handful of ppl turned up today. omg Beattie, Yujie and i felt so lonely and alone. ):

OMG i got a missed call from Ms. Ong!!!! omfg shitttttt. how how? should i call back? OMG ZHUOXUAN!!!! howwwwwww? omg this is scaring the shit outta me. omg. i shall go and consult Zhuoxuan about this grave matter now. :x

okay bye (:

2006-10-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKK, YO'! (: hahah safe and sound too. in one piece. without any interference from undercurrents OR stingrays! (: OOOH WE SAW A SHARK!!!!!!! A BLACKTIP REEF SHARK! and it was HUGEEEEE. like 2m long. :D cool shit eh? :P

anyway Tioman was soooo awesome. (: diving in the open waters is so different from the pool and we went 18m down, down, down. :D many ppl were on the trip together with Faith, Beattie and i. Stephen, Felicia, Vincent, Angela, Chianni(sp?), Faith/Mo, Hamlin, Tom, Moritz, Jonnie(sp?), Nicole and DOMINIC!!! :D hahah Dominic's 12 and he's so cool, he's the coolest nigger papa EVERRRRRR. (:

on our way to Mersing, the van experienced a tyre puncture so all of us had to get out of the van and wait at a shelter while the driver changed the tyre. so we went into this place, and it looked like a bus stop to me. it was like midnight btw. so when we were sitting there, a few policemen came in and started putting their stuff around. and then, we realised that we were sitting in a police station. -.-" hurhur so stupid right? hahah.

we had 3 dives on Saturday and 2 dives on Sunday. it was so so cool! saw many many fish and stingrays and turtles! (: i like the turtles, sooooo cute. and a lot of jellyfish. hahah. oh and i saw sea cucumber which strangely resembled a dick. :x hahahah.

my first dive was so horrible cuz i kept floating up, so i had to go up before the rest. but the rest of the dives were perfecttttttttttttt. and we visited underwater shipwrecks! super coooooool. :D oh and im still wondering why i use up so much air. hahah my air tank's always like almost empty when i ascend. :/

doing weird shit in the hotel room in Mersing. hahah dont ask me, it was Beattie's idea! :P

Faith looking really happy on the speedboat from Mersing to Tioman

Diveboat!!!! :D ultra cool. and the Captain's nice, he always helps me to turn my air tank on. hahah.

waiting for the speedboat at the jetty. thats Tom and Jonnie in the foreground i think!

ooh and the exciting part. partying in our room with Dominic on Saturday night. hahah mainly cuz the others wouldn't allow us to go outside and drink with them cuz we're still underaged. -.-" BUT STILL! we had fun with Dominic. he's cool shit. :D hahah.

showing off his Ballooning skills:

and dancing skills (hahah sorry for all that screaming but he was really cool. you gotta watch on till the end to really check out his moves man. hahah. :D):

and okay, if youre wondering in the world i was wearing, those are my pjs. hahah yeah i know, i felt a little stupid walking around the village in pjs actl. :x

anyway the Tioman Fantasy was sooooo fab and i swear im gonna work hard to become a Divemaster. :D yay!

ummm, went to the Discovery Centre today cuz i decided not to skip school. saw army boys who were having their sports day. hahah. uh then i came back home to bathe. went out to Taka with my momma, shopped, bought a MaxMara babydoll top (super pretty! :D), ate dinner at Crystal Jade. (: yeap.

oh and some random pictures from my phone:

getting lost in a small little drain that eventful day. -.-"

hahah my Hello Kitty toothbrush!!! :D so cute right? im gonna collect all the colours. hahaha :D

okayyyyyy im gonna eat some pomelo now. and continue reading Size 12 Is Not Fat! :D byeeeee (:

2006-10-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

hihihihihihi!!! (: these two days have been pretty fun! hahah.

ponned school ytd to have theory lessons and exam for scuba. then Beattie, Faith and i headed down to Queenstown pool with Stephen to have our pool sessions. got to meet Nicole! and she's pretty nice. (: hahah we saw a guy wearing hot pink thongs in the pool ytd. and he had an erected dick which was pretty gross. considering that we were underwater looking up to see him swimming at the surface. double EWWW. anyway we learnt about 20 new skills ytd and it was good. (: cabbed home with Nicole, and i still owe her cab fare money!! hahah.

went to school for NZ activities today where fucking Han said that our presentation was a failure. argh. then played daidi for a little while. but i had a sudden craving for a McChicken so May, Siyu, Tianyu and i went to Serene Centre for Island Creamery and Macs. :D yay! hahah. we got little flowers for dear Nehneh there too. (: ooh and May and i played on the little viking ship thingy! hahah sooo fun! :D okay then we took the long walk back to school. the Vanda walk. hahah.

and for Sabrina our dear little Jiemui! (:

please dont be sad or depressed anymore! ): we wanna see a happy Sabrina! :D everything will work out in the end, i promise. Jiemuiz will protect you with all the love we can ever give to you, dont worry! we wanna laugh laugh laugh with you again! (: smile smile Sabrinaaaaaaaaaaa. love you lotsssssssssssss. <3

hehe okay. im gonna read Meg Cabot's Size 12 Is Not Fat now! (: and i probably wont blog until Monday cuz we're going to Tioman tmrw alrdy! hahah. (: bye y'all. see you monday! (:

2006-10-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

hellooooooo (: went to Sabai at Taka to have dinner just now.

anyway i was supposed to have tuition with Ezra today. but my relatives came at the last minute and i needed to be at home to entertain them. esp when my grandmomma cooked my favourite youji for me!!!! omgzzzz i think i ate like 2 whole pig kidneys. HAHAHA.

oh yeah and i realised that Bella knows how to swim today! hahaha. cuz we were like playing in the pool when my momma threw my darling Bella into the pool! and TAH-DAH! she was paddling around, but feeling very very scared. hahah but its sooooo cute. i've got a video of her swimming but i havent figured out how to upload videos yet. so i guess it'll be up when i finally figure out how to upload videos? :x

oooh but i've got a picture! and i know i look so fucking disgusting here. like my forehead looks so high and gross? uggggggg. and my mouth!!! omg i dont even wanna go there.

and my cute little cousin!! she's sooo cute y'knowwwwww. so cute that i bought a Hello Kitty handbag for her at Taka just now. she's so cute that i dont mind it at all! omg so so so cute. hahah :D

i've got pictures of the sleepy pigs in school. (:

Yujie

Nehneh

and after dinner i went to Chong Hoe with my momma cuz she wanted to buy some medicine thingy and i went to Guardian to get tampons. Faith!!! i couldn't find Tampax Teens!!! ): i hope i can stuff this one up! :S but i sooo sincerely pray that i wont get my menses during the Tioman Fantasy! >.<

anywayyyyy i've seriously gotta study for the Scuba Diving Theory exam paper tmrw!!! omg la. hahah i hope Stephen allows us to cheat cuz i havent started studying at all. hahaha k i better start reading something. bye! (:

2006-10-16T17:46:00.000+08:00

hello! i just got back home. went to Novena to have tea with my momma just now. (:

oooh and im going over to Stephen's office later. gonna meet the rest there too. hopefully coming back with good news for the Tioman Fantasy! :x hahah.

got back Math, Bio and Chem paper today. AND I FREAKING PASSED MY MATH!!!!!! OMG OMG OMGZZZZZZZZZZ. i was so happy!!! dont need to go back to school to take the supplementary exam!!!! :D omg and its a B3 somemore. :D:D:D:D:D i love my brain. (: oh but got C5 for Bio. and A2 for Chem! yessssss i think im satisfied. :D hahah.

okay i think i hafta leave now. bye! (:

2006-10-15T09:14:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiiiii. i actl planned on sleeping in today since ytd was sooooo tiring. BUT Bella had to wake me up around 8plus in the morning. she was whining and scratching my door, it was sooo hard to ignore her. omg -.-"

the satisfied Bella at 8.30 in the morning. :x

anywayyyyyy went to Sentosa with May, Faith, Felly and Yujie ytd. met Beattie and her church friends there too. so we ended up playing with them. hahah it was quite fun. got to know a few more ppl. Melvin!!! hahaha okay im actl a paedophile. -.-" HAHAHA. and got to know all the Daniels. i think there were about 7 Daniels down there? hahah it was nice calling out Daniel and noticing that everybody turned around! :D i likeeeeee. next time i name all my sons the same name, then easier to call. hahah :D

eh we played frisbee, volleyball and captain's ball on the frickkin' hot sand la. omg my feet were dying. Faith and i were just like continuously digging cool spots to rest our feet in. hahah.

getting lost on Sentosa. -.-" UGHHHHH you know! we spent like 1hour WALKING around the island trying to find Palawan Beach! just cuz we refused to take the bus. sheeeeez so dumb eh? but anyway we managed to meet a very nice Neh Jiejie and she brought us on the right way. :D yay!

Palawan

Happy Felly covering May up with sand? hahah.

Beattie and her top with kinky strings. hehe :P

oh yeah then we saw this caucasian with a chink girl sunbathing. and the caucasian man was like....just very gross. and he was in a very suggestive position at one time. but my stupid phone decided to jam up at that time and i didn't manage to capture that beautiful moment. >(

then around 4plus we felt so physically tired alrdy, so went to buy drinks. oh and stupid Red Bull was of no use ytd cuz i still felt soooo tired after drinking it. ugh. oh then we went to bathe. then took a bus out of Sentosa to Harbourfront again.

went to VivoCity!!! but that place was so fucking crowded, its not even funny. was getting a headache down there. -.-"

but we saw this cute little traffic policeman giving directions in Vivo! hahah so cuteeeee.

felt very very hungry at 5plus alrdy so we decided to plonk ourselves down at Sakae Sushi and eat a sumptuous dinner! hahah :D yayyyyy.

we ate 21 plates of sushi and a lot of other miscalleneous stuff i think. hahah but my stomach was very happy! :D

hrmmm yeah thats it. im gonna eat some yoghurt now. bye! (:

2006-10-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

hello!! (: im gonna have dinner at Da Paolo soon, just waiting for my dad to come back. anywayyyy May, NehNeh, Beattie, Tianyu, Felly and Faith came over to Casa today and they had a very hard time walking in. HAHA. so we just sat around and watched shows and felt lazy (May succumbed to the temptations and slept in the end anyway. haha. actl i've got a picture of her sleeping and its so funny. but i shant be mean. (:)

Felly looks so happy here! haha like a little kid.

yummy yummy cake that my dad bought for us.

hahaha Faith and i with coolio hair.

i look like a siaogina with hair like that. hahah :/

Tianyu and her unsuccessful attempt to try to get Bella to like her. awww the poor girl. hahah :P

oh then after they left, i went to the gym to work out! yesssssssss im sooo proud of myself okay. i ran 2.5km ytd and 2km today. :D yay! hahah.

oh yeah got back our LA and Chinese paper today. LA was okay, i got B3. but Chinese was like shit? hahaha i share the honour with Nehneh of getting the lowest in class! hahah. shit la, eh we both got 59 i think. :x

wahlau eh Tianyu, how come youre able to get home so fast to tag on my tagboard ah? hahah you flew back home is it?

okayyyyyyy my dad is back alrdy! Da Paolo pasta! omg im so hungryyyyyyyy. okay bye (:

2006-10-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOO (: just got back home from a little dinner date with Ezra! (: i gave him the thing that i bought for him ytd and he was horrified! hehe :D anyway i like it so much. shall ask him to pose with his little present in a picture someday. :D

oh today was a rather busy day. i spent quite a lot of time just travelling around to places. but i like it! :D much better than studying.

oh and i used my Balenciaga for the first time today! but it has the stupid smelly leather smell that i hate. but i still like it! :D

anyway watched Korean dramas with my momma in the morning. then my brother's friends came over and i played pool with them. haha so embarrassing actl. :/ then i left for town to go to REDS for a haircut!!! yes yes yes i love haircuts! :D anyway Keith wasn't there today so Stella ( i think) helped me save my hair. (: yeah anyway she said that its not advisable for me to perm my hair now since im going to Tioman next week and the seawater's gonna destroy it. so i just trimmed my hair and made it more "shape-y"? hahah. oooh then i walked around town, ALONE! hahah loserrrrrrrrrrr. but the shopping trip was pretty successful. bought a new hot pink bikini! and oversized shades for the Tioman Fantasy and earrings. and i ALMOST bought this sweater thingy from Guess. thank god i didn't get it or else i'd be regretting it now. :/ oh! and i met Felly during my shopping trip too! (:

yeah i know it doesn't really look hotpink here. BUT IT IS! i swear! thats why i bought it! hahah :D

then i went to Yujie's house to meet Yujie, May and Nehneh. they were playing mahjong!! hahaha. we watched Just My Luck. then i had to leave to meet Ezra alrdy. no mahjong. ):

OMFG. Paris and Nicole are back together again?! wtf. hahah.

and i dont understand why Nicole Richie cant wear shoes? :x

P.S.: i think im gonna ignore anon's comments on my tagboard about Ezra (again). i really dont know what to say anymore. ):

2006-10-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE FUCKING OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

omg im so happy, its delirious. :D:D:D now i've only gotta report to school for some briefing on thurs and on friday to collect back the scripts!!!! :D:D:D:D am soooo happyyyyyyyy! now i can do anything i want, ANYTIME. :D

went to town today to eat DingTaiFung, walk around doing nothing and watched Scoop (which was rather nice actl). and as May says, "its so nice to have nothing to do cuz you'll always find something to do eventually! must better than having to mug." OMG OMG YESSSSS. i am soooo happy. :D

oh we went to Zara to try on clothing like crazy and i got pumps! (: hahah bitchy leopard-print pumps. -.-"

ewww my veins look so disgusting. i must go for a foot massage!! :D

yeah and we were trying on LeeShanShan pumps. and they were so insanely high. omg la, i admire LSS now. hahaha :D

anyway im really very happy now! :D i shall eat jelly and watch tv. shall bake cookies tmrw morning. and im gonna cut my hair tmrw afternoon!!!! YAY. okay bye :D

P.S.: thanks a lot to Mel on my tagboard. very very sweet of you. am so touched to know that ppl out there are caring for me! :D thanks! <3

P.P.S.: i wish Faith all the luck she can ever have for her last few papers! (: remember, Samantha and the Jiemuiz are always here rooting for you!! :D THURSDAY=(REAL) PARTY TIME! :D lubchooooooo. <3

2006-10-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

omg its Math paper 2 tmrw!!! sheez. i've been spending the whole of today just lying around, talking to my momma and Bella. ):

and my momma continued to distract me from my work by making corny jokes each time i lifted up my pen to do SOMETHING! shit i feel so naked and unprepared.

but okay, i had a nice time laughing with my momma today. she's foreverrrrrr clowning around. -.-" hahah she just had some tube-vacuum-suction thing installed at her wound and so she's walking around with a suction machine AND a 3 metre long tube now. HAHAH its sooo hilarious. plus the machine makes LOUD farting noises every 5 minutes. :D and once, she went to the toilet. then after she wanted to walk out of the toilet, i hear screaming noises. my momma forgot to bring her suction machine along with her when she was walking out, so the tube like pulled on her wound and she felt pain. -.-" hahah she's just very funny la, esp with the suction machine now. oh AND she bought some ionizer cloth ytd for 80 bucks. and the cloth looks like a tablecloth, seriously. she bought it cuz the salesman claims that once she wraps that cloth around her wound for 3 days, her wound would close up and she can walk again! hahaha yeah but its really stupid. the cloth is just a plain white cloth with no special properties. :/

hahaha i cant believed i blogged so much about my momma. :x anyway i just feel like telling myself that im sooo screwed for Math tmrw. and DEFINITELY Physics on Tuesday. ): i feel like screwing both papers up. bleargh. okay im gonna try and save myself for 1 hour now. bye. (:

2006-10-07T09:00:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiii. early morning update today! (: am going for Ingham's tuition soon.

anyway, ytd was pretty sweet. met May, Faith, Beattie, Felly, Yujie and Grace (haha!) at Citylink to mug physics. Samuel came shortly after.

yeaaah then halfway through all the nonsense physics, my surprise belated birthday cake came! hahaha so sweeeet (:

Felly manhandling the cake cuz it was soooo rock-hard! haha (btw, i cut our dear little Grace out of the picture. hahah poor poor Grace.)

hahaha yeah so sweet of them yeah? thanks a lottttttttttt, y'all. hahah although it was 5 days later, but it was still so nice and SWEEEEET of you all!!! :D LUBDUBDUB! <3 hahah. oh and Samuel gave me a sunflower! (hahaha but he gave his darling Faith a bouquet of roses la! hahaha :P)

i realised that Grace's jokes are very lame but she has funny laughter. hahah. yeah k ytd was a nice time for talking nonsense, talking dirrrrrrrty and laughing. oh and including mugging for darned physics la. i had a bloody headache when i went home cuz of the mass physics overload!!! omfg. -.-"

anyway, to the person who keeps insisting that my boyfriend is ugly on my tagboard: how'd you know that he isnt kissable? and you havent seen him before. pictures are uhhhh, different in a way from real life. and i think youre being very mean. >( plus so what if he's ugly (but he isnt!)?

hahah okay. im gonna have breakfast now. byebye (:

2006-10-05T14:46:00.000+08:00

i just went tanning by the pool! (: cuz i saw the sun flickering brightly at me, so bright and sunny and yeah, sunny. :D hahaha.

oh and Bio paper today was a killer. it totally murdered me. they had to ask so many questions on plants when i dont know no shit about plants. and penicillin?!?! wtf.

i just remember that CMH hasn't returned my earrings!!! she PROMISED to return them in Term4. omg that bitch. i want my earingsssssss. ):

i feel like having a gelato now. i shall walk to Serangoon Gardens now to get a scoop, and enjoy my little gelato while slowly walking back home. :D yay only 2 more papers left!!! :D

2006-10-04T20:41:00.000+08:00

hellooooo!!!! i dont hate the world anymore, cuz i feel LOVEDDDDDDDDDDDDD. :D:D:D:D:D yay! joy to the world! and i even love all the unknowns/anons on my tagboard!!! come come tag somemore, flame me!!!!!! YAYYYYY :D hahah kay im going insane. (its partially cuz of cramming too much Bio too i think. hahah.)

anywayyyyyy when i was happily having dinner at home just now, my doorbell rang! and it was the florist! they were sending flowerssssssss!!! hahaha :D my sweet little, NOT UGLY boyfriend sent roses to apologise!!! (: so sweet. so now, i love happy dilemmas, birthdays and receiving unexpected flowers! :D

yay!! (: i am so happy now. smelling roses while studying Bio feels good. HAHAHA. kay im gonna study Enzymes now. :D byeeeee! (: I LOVE EVERYBODY!! :D

2006-10-04T12:28:00.000+08:00

i hate all anons and unknowns, esp unknown. unknown can go fuck herself/himself. hello, i look at myself in the mirror everyday? fucker.

i hate the person who made my broke my heart too. and im still recovering from the heartbreak. it just totally made me realise how unimportant i am to the person. its so hard to forgive...

i hate the Chem paper today. it sucked so bad.

okay i hate the world. this is a stupid blog. all anons and unknowns who wanna be mean, fuck off.

2006-10-01T20:45:00.000+08:00

hellooooooo!!!! :D I NEED TO STUDY FOR THE CHINESE PAPER TMRW!!!! omfg gonna screw it up soooo badly. ): i need to start thinking in Chinese from now!!! >.<

ANYWAYYYYYY i bought my Balenciaga only today cuz the stupid shop was closed when i went there last time. -.-" i got the Twiggy!!! in blue!!! :D so prettyyyyyyyyyy.

actl i wanted to get the normal and common Motorcycle. BUT then i saw the Twiggy and it looked so cute!!! :D my momma said that it was nice too. yay Twiggy Wiggy. hahaha :D

now im looking forward to getting my Tsubis!!!!!! :D

BUT IM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO TMRW'S PAPER. AND THE WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK'S PAPERS. ):

P.S.: hello to everybody on my tagboard!!! :D im sorry for not replying tags, i dont have the time right now! sorry!!! thanks for tagging! :D

2006-09-30T14:39:00.000+08:00

im in such a dilemma nowwwwwwwww!!! ): but its a happy dilemma. hahah :D

my parents are giving my choices for my birthday package now. and i get to choose between a Balenciaga bag+Tsubi jeans package and an angpow package. but im not sure how much the angpow pakcage is gonna be. omgggg howwwww! i think the angpow's gonna be a $1k. so the bag+jeans package is more worth it, isnt it! plus i've wanted Balenciaga and Tsubis since like FOREVERRRRRRRRR.

sheeeeeeez. OKAY i think im gonna get the Balenciaga+Tsubi package. it was nice typing out my thoughts like that. stupid me was wasting 1 hour pondering over it just now. -.-"

OOOH my momma just said that we can get my Balenciaga tonight!!!!! OMG OMG im hyperventilating again. i love birthdayssssssssssssssss! :D

but which design should i get? the CityMotorcycle that was like, love at first sight for me or the newer designs. ohnooo another happy dilemma. hahah. and what colour!!! i wanted the magenta last time but now it seems soooooo bright...and uhhhhh weird-looking. i think i want a red/maroon shade. oh but the Isabella clutch Ezra bought for me is already maroon. hrmmmm. ooooh aqua blue!!!! or lime-green!!!

hahaha i love happy dilemmas. am so happy now. going to Hilton for dinner+bag shopping later. :D yesssss birthdays and happy dilemmas!!!! but now i've gotta stop thinking about stuff like that and start doing some hardcore mugging!!! ):

hahah k bye. (and im sorry for such a stupid post like that, i needed to think!!!!)

2006-09-29T18:51:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG. im hyperventilating now.

Isabella Fiore clutch!!! from my darling Ezra as my early birthday present. :D

so sweeeeeeeeeeeet!! and he came all the way here to deliver it! hahah i love my boyfriend.

alrightttttt i dont really know the point of this post, but i just had to let out my gasp of shock. hahah yeah kay. bye. (:

i didn't know this meant so much...

/edit: 8.02pm

OMGGG. hahahaha!!!! i went to search my name on Google cuz i was feeling so bored and i found my Sec1 blog!!!! omfg its so fucking funny. i was a ChaoAhLian.

www.-gurlpower-.blogspot.com

yeah i know. DONT LAUGH. hahahah :D

2006-09-28T20:16:00.000+08:00

HI i am currently in the midst of trying to cram all the literary devices and fallacies and whatnots into my tiny little brain now. IM DYINGGGGGGG. ): feeling so bored alrdy. and this is what i do when im bored:

HAHAHAH yeah i know, so chio right? :P hehe.

sigh im so scareddddddd. tmrw's the first paper!!!!! OMFG. i really, seriously pray so hard, so so hard to GuanYinMa to bless me with immortal brain powers and allow me to PASS PASS AND PROMOTE!!!! >.< please GuanYinMa? i promise i'll be good and sincere from now on. (:

okay here's my plan for tmrw and the whole of next week and the first two days of the week after too:

-wake up 15 minutes earlier
-take a cold chilly shower to wake myself up fully
-stay awake in the car ride from home to school
-go to school, DONT START PANICKING
-sit down in the huge hall and take deep breaths
-pray to GuanYinMa
-start attempting the paper and DO MY BEST! (:

yayyyyyyy i love myself. I CAN DO IT. okay im off to STUDY VERY HARD from today onwards. :D kay bye! good luck to everybody for the EOYs too! (:

2006-09-27T13:05:00.000+08:00

heyyyyyyyy! :D hahah dont worry im still aliveeeeeeeee. (:

anyway i've been doing great things these part few days, making use of the homestudy period of THREE DAYS to catch up on what i've been missing out in school in the last THREE TERMS. yeah so far i've been doing fine, just hoping that i'll pass and get promoted. :D yay me!

Felly, May, NehNeh, Faith and Yujie came over for a little study session ytd and it was quite productive. (:

OH and thankyou to everybody on my tagboard! you all are being so sweeeeeet. :D yay! i love you and we're gonna burn Math books together after the exams!!! :D hahah. oh and to anonymous on my tagboard who demands for Ezra's blog, hahah i shall fulfil your curiousity: www.makedammsure.blogspot.com (dont ask me why he cant spell 'damn'! hehe :P) eh but my blog's always more exciting and interesting than his okay? :D hahah.

i've also been taking numerous pics of Bella these few days cuz i've been feeling so boredddddddd. hahah.

she was eating an apple!!!! omgzzzz so adorable!!! :D

hahaha yesssss and Princess Bella was sleeping on my bed with her little blankie. hahah CUTE.

oh yeah May and i are injured now, cuz of too much masturbation:

yeah May has to put many nametags on your bandage in order to ease the pain on her wrist. (: poor May.

and me, my poor middle finger. ): HAHAH.

ugh im drinking this disgusting drink made out of fucking ginseng and raspberry now? its so gross la. plus the name of the drink is THE ESSENCE OF KNOWLEDGE.

wtf right?! my momma bought like a dozen packets of those cuz the salesman told her that its good to improve brain power (just what i need now). -.-" omg and she thinks that i can pass my Math paper by drinking that. its so bitter la, omg.

okay i think i gotta go out for tuition soon. (: bye!

this is my battlefield, for nowwwwwwwww. ):
PASS PASS AND PROMOTE! yay the 3 Ps!!! :D

2006-09-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

omfg i swear im seriously going insane. fuck. you know, i was doing the Trigo II revision ws just now and i was somewhere near question 5 when i started CRYING. yeah i was crying cuz of fucking Trigo?!?! ): yeah but its really quite bad, i couldn't do any of the questions in the ws, and i've done up to question 8 so far, but the thing is that i skipped like 5 questions cuz i couldn't do them. which means i did 3 questions the whole of today. wtfffffff i should seriously consider my current ambition of being a carpark attendant. :/

and i still cant figure out why i cried!!!!! ARGH SO EMBARRASSING. ):

my dad was very funny during dinner today. he saw me crying and he comforted me la. and during dinner the conversation was like:
Dad: eat more fish, cuz eating fish makes you improve on your Mathematics.
Me: huh why?
Dad: cuz the fish lay so many eggs, and they must be able to count the number of eggs they lay to keep track of their children what! so obviously they're good at Mathematics la. and they can pass some Math genes to ppl when ppl eat them.
Me: huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. wth?

hahah quite funny right? that joke managed to force a little smile outta me. (:

oh i went to Waterloo Street ytd to pray to GuanYinMa. (MAY: eh i seriously went there to pray la, im so sincere la, GuanYinMa confirm help me one, i hope! :D) hahah my momma made me go there since the exams were coming. but it was so effing crowded, i couldn't even see GuanYinMa's statue. :S

and i had dinner at Tatsuya ytd. yay! i ate salmon roe and akagai (and a little teeny weeny bit of shark's fin :x) okay and the waiter was so hilarious. :D i love ChinaMan Waiters. hahah.

shit okay i think i need to bathe now. i've been doing Math the whole day, and Math stinks, so i stink too (for now la, i wont stink after my bath alrdy! :D)

okay bye! (:

2006-09-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

(: yeah so anyway had birthday dinner with Ezra at Sushi Tei ytd (where i ordered too much food and we couldn't finish :x):

and he wore the cute little blingbling skull shirt that i bought for him!!! :D hahah adorableeeeee.

headed down to coffee bean to sit down and chill after dinner (:

hahah birthday boy with his little ball! (: hahah stupid boy decided to close his eyes!!!!

okay, i've got some pics from school. hahah some are REALLY wayyyyy retarded.

ooh GUESS WHO! its OHEYA! SANTA!!! hahah dont worry, i promised not to reveal your name! :P hahah but i think everybody can guess who the retarded santa is luh. (: hehe.

ooh GUESS WHO #2! HAHAHA. fucking Han with no hair.

yeah eclipse for powerful fresh breaths. and also eclipes for guys who wanna kill their sperms.

omg and i dont know why our tables were SOOO MESSY today. omgz.

i was sooooo afraid of turning into May #2. hahah i dont want a rubbish pile of a table!!!

OH YEAH and we made an interesting discovery today! :D

YESSSSSS! daryl=peter=daryl=peter=daryl=peter=daryl=peter=daryl=peter!!!
ITS TRUEEEEEEEE. like hello, the resemblance is SOOO there. hahaha! i noticed it first. yay me. :D hahah i bet Beattie is feeling sooo sad now. teeheehee.

anyway, my mugging sessions for the preparation of EOYs haven't been going very smoothly and i haven't started studying for Physics and IH AT ALL. yeah kay i just wanna get promoted la. the hope of me DOING WELL in the EOYs seem so bleak now. :/ eh okay im gonna do some logarithms now. bye! (:

2006-09-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

hi! actl i've got nothing much to blog about, just posting to keep this blog alive. (: maybe i'll update properly tmrw, or the day after (when a significant event has happened! :D)

anyway i've got two pictures from school. hahah but the first one has no meaning at all. i just found it in my phone? ooh i remember alrdy, May took that picture of me when i was feeling all lovey-dovey reading my lovely card. :D hahah.

yeah i was showing and flashing all the love to May, hoping that some love would reach her too! (:

oh yeah and this is May for you, showing the whole world all the love she can ever give with her little ponytail at the top of her head. i know, we all love May. (:

hahah yeah okay since i've blogged so much about May alrdy, i shall just dedicate this post to her. and hope that she recovers from her temporary bout of emoness/sadness and resume back to her usual self! :D and remember ah May, Serangoon=MY TURF. hahah i will protect you from any evil in Serangoon! just lure the evil to Serangoon first! (: AMK isn't really my turf la, scully i kena whack there until my nehneh become flat like aeroplane runway. hehheh :x

OH YA and i wanna say that Bio lesson today was very funny! :D

okay thats the end of my MayPost. (: byebye!

2006-09-17T10:39:00.000+08:00

woahhhhhh okay so May, Faith, Siyu, Pinyan, BerniceKoh, Yujie and i went to do CIP for NYAA ytd. at Labrador Park! hahah Stephen arranged it for us, International Clean-up Day i think. yeah anyway Felicia, Vincent, Neutron and the other instructors were there. cleaning up the beach was okay la, 'cept that we STILL couldn't get the bloody ball out of the water and we just ended up picking a lot of wooden planks. and yeah, no condoms found, so dissapointing. ):

ooh and after CIP, Ken offered to fetch Faith, May, Yujie and i to Grand Cathay cuz we wanted to catch a movie! omgz Ken's car is so fucking cool. hahaha we were zoom-zooming around townnnnnnnn! :D

Ken's cool ride! :D

okay but all the movie times were so stupid so i just went to newurbanmale to get new slippers cuz my pretty sandals got wet at the beach just now. ): and i was in a bad mood due to walking around in mushy sandals. okay anyway the point is that i got a pair of haviannas! yay! (:

OH OH! then we went to Plaza Sing to play arcade!!!! :D WOOOOO DAYTONA!!! hahahah and we discovered this super coolio Super Mario racing game. omgz lovvit.

May and Faith competeing PuzzleBobble.

then went to have dinner at Pastamania and i slowly took public transport back home. and when i was at Newton waiting for a bus to get to Da Paolo (i had to meet my momma there), this weird old indian man with a bandaged arm went around asking ppl for money. okay then i got really scared cuz the bus stop was so ulu and pitch-dark so i kept praying that my bus would come soon. OMG i hate waiting at bus stops at night. ):

oh i got Eeyore-Hunny alrdy! :D

hahah yeah and thats May's Dumbo lurking at the back. (:

hahaha and i just went to read May's blog about the spotting non-virgins thingy. hahah damn funny la. i love scaring the fuck outta May. eh but anyway its true la. i hate saggy asses too, omg and swollen nipples! GROSSSSSS.

okay im gonna have breakfast now. bye! (:

2006-09-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

hi! no im not dead yet, just barely living. (: hahah, no la actl im feeling quite fine. anyway im gonna buy Eeyore-Hunny tmrw cuz thats like May's and my treat to ourselves after enduring this horrible school week! :D

corporate video filming ytd was so gross cuz i had to gel all my hair up again and today when i made an effort to pin my hair up nicely, they decided not to take the close-up frontal shot! omgz i feel so cheated. ): but i kinda like my hair pinned up like that! hahah although NehNeh, May and Faith says that i look like a person with low intellect like that, and in other words they're saying that im retarded la! wtf.

i feel so bored now but i know that im supposed to be study some shit. either Bio or Physics, but i dont feel like doing either. ): OOH I KNOW! i'll do Faith's quiz now! :D

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAME STARTS WITH A "S"A:
HAH. im gonna only put ONE name here, it says A friend!!! but Faith and May have been putting a whole long list, stupid bimbos. -.-" okay mine's STEPHEN. (yes, i dont care, Stephen's my friend. :D)

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:A:
Faith

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?:
A: "yes i did baby. blahblahblahblah but i dont blame you la."

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: yeah the enzymes in my saliva helps to digest the plastic in the straw a little. (:

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: yeah especially when i try to pluck my arm hair out. HAHAHA.

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOURE GOING TO?
A: uh children's day concert? hahah okay shit wrong, i just remembered that we dont celebrate children's day anymore. ):

Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A: PERSONSSSS. all my jiemuiz, they damn cool, yo'. and bernice tan wenyu, as cool as a cucumber. (:

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A: OMG, really?

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
A: a slice of pear that im currently chewing.

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: "i dont mind going to new york. but hokaido's nice too cuz i can ski!" to my momma.

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: yeah but not so often. the little black box kills creativity. (hah! that sounds so deep.)

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE DARKO?
A: no. isnt it like some fast food chain outlet? :/

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: yeah i hunt for rich old men to marry so that they can leave all their money and properties to me when they die. :D FINE, I HUNT FOR TRUE LOVE. hahaha.

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: yeah i guess? remember my rich old man?

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?
A: this morning.

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?:
A: studyinb Bio or Physics? not sure which.

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: bernie (Faith)? and the stupid neenee by Ezra, wtf. -.-"

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: yeah that always happens when i go bag-shopping. FENDI SPY!!!!!!! omgz.

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY ?
A: my brother who is made out of fat rolls.

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: yeah unless you wanna get infected with AIDS or die early.

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: no i wake up when my alarm sounds. and i wake up when i feel the SLIGHTEST VIBRTATION from my phone, unlike Ezra Chan. >(

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: yeah im gonna be the clean-up woman for our JIEMUIZ studio apartment dream y'know. (:

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: when i was p6, then i fell miserably and i lost my skateboard since then.

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
A: IH period ytd i think? or was it the day before? whatever, i hate The Han.

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: yeah my momma did once and i was in the car with her. the car stopped right in the centre of Orchard Road, my momma is so brilliant sometimes. (:

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: Devil? or Monster House. hahah.

Best.
Male friend: no specific one i guess?
2. Female friend: JIEMUIZ.
3. Vacation: U.S. last year and soon to come, THE TIOMAN FANTASY!!!! :D
4. Day of the week: saturdays
5. Food: YOJI! (hahah pig kidney!!!!!) and ESCARGOTS (i LIVE for escargots.)
6. Memory: shit, i dont really have a memory. cant remember anything now!!! dammit okay im empty in my mind, no memories at all. ):

Last [Not counting family]
1. Person you saw: my brother who is going to sleep now. its only 8.29pm? :/
2. Talked to on the phone: Ezra
3. Hugged: Bella
4. Person you texted: Ezra

Today.
Is: clear and clean! and lazy too. i just feel so lazy today. feel like going to sleep now.
2. Got any plans: yeah SLEEP.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: flu jab? okay i dont really mind the flu jab. unless the needle's gonna be like fugging thick.

Favorites.
Number(s): FIVE.
Song: sweetest goodbye-maroon five. the cheesy song that James Tan detests.
3. Color: HOT PINK HOT PINK! orange.
4. Season: summer, sun=golden tan=pretty me (:

Currently.
Missing someone: yeah
Mood: lazy, sleepy

True or False:
I am a morning person: no i always have an abundance of eye shit in the morning. and thats so gross.
I am a perfectionist: no i love to be imperfect.
I am an only child: no
I am currently in my pajamas: yeah tinkerbell!
I am online 24/7: no unless my beloved laptop is my only source of entertainment for the time-being.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: yeah i just totally cower away from boys. i hide inside dustbins whenever i see them. i hate dicks. esp May's cartoon dicks. HAHAHAHA.
I can be paranoid at times: yeah esp when i start imagining crazy thoughts, like chopping my head off with a changkul and going to ppl's funerals.
I currently regret something that I have done: not really. dont remember anything that i've done wrong?
I enjoy talking on the phone: yeah but my momma says that if i dont go down in the number of minutes i talk this month, my head's gonna roll.
I have a lot to learn: yeah but i dont really have a thirst for knowledge. im gonna quit school tmrw.
I have a secret: yeah i wear a wig.

YAY! but i still feel bored and reluctant to do anything more. ): oh yeah sorry Yiksin, whats your blog url? im gonna do your quiz in the next post! (:

okay im gonna eat mooncake now. bye! (:

2006-09-12T20:11:00.000+08:00

let me introduce my new best friend to you:

YESS its Tigger-Hunny!!! :D Tigger-Hunny is forever my number one although i only bought him today BUT i can see that its love at first sight! now, i've got a best friend to talk to during boring lessons like Math, Bio, LA, Chem and Physics!!! :D ahhhh i love Tigger-Hunny, he's the bestest friend a girl can ever have! (:

HAHAHAH okay im going bonkers. must be the Chinese Tuition just now, didnt understand no shit on what she talking was about uhhh zuowen or yingyongwen? forgot which. :/

anyway school sucks, as usual. the only thing i go there for is to talk to people and that makes me happy! (: and i was so sleepy during lessons today cuz i watched Goong until idontknowwhattime ytd night. yay Goong! (:

OH OH but Bio lesson today was damn funny. :D hahah terkua, youji, terto, and i forgot what else alrdy la. hahahah (: shit okay inside joke. hahah.

i think i better go start studying Bio now cuz i just realised that we've got like more than 10 topics to revise for Bio! OMGZ. okay Tigger-Hunny's calling me now cuz he wants to comfort me since i've been feeling rather stressed these few days. (: sigh i love Tigger-Hunny.

shit i really sound like a looney-bin. HAHAH okok. trust me, im REALLY gonna start studying Bio now. BYE! (:

Tigger-Hunny sleeping! hahaha SO CUTE. :P

2006-09-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

hello! i feel so guilty cuz i ate shark's fin today! omgz yes i know, Stephen's gonna get mad and maybe Nigel Kaw's (who said Zhuoxuan and I were airheads, wtf!) gonna kill me, since he feels so much for sharks. :/

anyway, my grandmomma came to visit today and it was nice seeing her after a looooong time! hahah she stepped into our kitchen and her first comment was, "Why doesn't your kitchen have a stove?" 'cept that she said it in Teochew and it was sooo funny cuz she said in a everybody's-house-must-always-have-a-stove tone. :D teeheehee. oh and she dyed her hair! hahah a copper/gold shade. hahah damn coolio. (:

eh i just realised that i need to go to school tmrw!!! and wake up at 6.30am. ): sigh am sooo sad. oh oh! my mom just rented My Sassy Girl DVD and im gonna watch it after i finish watching Goong!!!! yayyyyy :D hehe.

shit okay i just read Faith's blog and i realised that i need to stop procrastinating too! okok thats all! (:

2006-09-09T16:05:00.000+08:00

i baked cookies ytd!!!! :D hahah but i didnt have eggs and butter at home so i used cheese to replace the butter and condensed milk to replace the eggs. HAHAHA. yeah and i didnt tell the ppl whom i gave the cookies to about the ingredients until they ate them. hahah i think Felly was so disgusted when she heard about my secret ingredients that she felt like puking the cookie out. HEHE :P oh, plus the cookies were kinda....uh, a little burnt? hehheh :x

okay FINE very burnt. :/ heh.

went to Bugis ytd to meet up with Nehneh, Faith, Beattie, Felly and Yujie ytd for a study session. hahah but it didnt turn out very well. we ended up walking around aimlessly and taking neos after just an hour of studying. :/

some basketball thingy we saw ytd outside Starbucks.

then i met up with Ezra and we cabbed to town for dinner and movie. (:

hahah this picture is SOOO weird. my nose looks absolutely flat here and Ezra just looks, uh idontknowhowtodescribeit. hehheh.

dinner at Cream Bistro and we catched a movie, The Host, after that.

hahah Ezra showing off his new hairstyle and his winning smile?!

yeah kay, then after that i went home to get a scolding. ):

ooh! and i just came back from the gym cuz my momma wanted to work out and i brought Bella along to accompany me. (:

hahah see that white thing on my lap? looks like some fluffy white skirt right? hahah but its my baby Bella! :D so cute!

eh im gonna eat sweet potato soup now. bye! (:

2006-09-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO! i went to cold storage just now and almost bought 6dollar tomatoes! omg who on earh pays 6dollars for 2 tomatoes?!?! yeah i almost did it until the cashier reminded me that the tomatoes were gonna be expensive. hahah i think i looked really poor just now, thats why she reminded me. teeheeehee :D

anyway had nice dinner at Da Paolo Bukit Timah just now.

and there was a pretty meaningful session of CCA today that i surprisingly, enjoyed! (: cuz of the little kids! (:

hahah Moo-Baddie.

AMANDA! so cuteeeeeeeee :D

cute little boy that i liked too! (: shit, i sound like a paedophile. hahah.

hahah Amanda and her boyfriend. (: and my pants look fucking high here. hahaha so funny!

anyway i've got other pictures:

corporate video shoot day.

lunch at Prince.

hahah playing with our high chairs during ~~Potato's~~Taiji Master's lesson! (:

weird looking dried-up, shrivelled chilli-looking thing opposite Fort Canning. hahah.

im off to do some important business now! (eh no la not shitting la) hahah k bye! (:

2006-09-07T03:33:00.000+08:00

omg its 3.30am in the morning and im watching GOONG. omfg Ezra's gonna get soooo mad when he finds out. :x

hahah but its so nice!!! :D goong goong! i think i'll watch one final episode before going to sleep. night night! (:

2006-09-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

hello! i spent the whole day today watching Goong and im horribly remorseful now, cuz y'knowwww i was supposed to be studying or something? :/ i shall check my timetable now! uhhh, my timetable says im supposed to be done revising Lenses and Chem Structure and Bonding today. omgzzzz and i havent done both! omg. -.-"

anyway i had tennis for like 2 hours today and it was so ridiculous cuz Brandon like spent the ENTIRE LESSON LAUGHING AT ME. wtf. just cuz Coach asked me to estimate the speed of the tennis ball when a player serves, so Brandon and Wilfred were like, 70km/h. then i was thinking, thats impossible! thats almost as fast as a CAR! so i said 20km/h. and THEY ALL STARTED LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY. and Brandon laughed so much that he was rolling on the floor. -.-" and i dont think its even very funny!!!! omg although the correct answer was like 130km/h la, according to Coach. hahahaha i didnt know a tennis ball flies so fast!!! :x

oh and im talking to NehNeh on MSN now and she's blow-drying her phone!!! HAHAH wtfbbq. thats so hilarious. haha i can so imagine her blow-drying her phone. hahahahah.

oh i think there'll be pictures tmrw when i go to Casa tmrw, finally reunited with my USB wire!! yay! (:

okay i think i better like, start reading a little on Lenses now, to sorta make up for the whole day of Goong. :/

yeah kay thats all! (:

2006-09-05T18:27:00.000+08:00

hihihihi! :D i just came out from the shower, smelling all nice and fragrant now! :D hehehe. i dont know why, but i feel happy now! oh oh! maybe its cuz i've got a shiny tan from tanning just now! hahah. i saw the sun so bright and shiny while walking back home so i decided to make use of the opportunity to get my tan! (: yay and maybe the tan'll become even nicer after The Tioman Fantasy :D (yeah i just named our scuba trip The Tioman Fantasy! everybody use that kay! :P)

anyway had physics remedial ytd and it was really stupid la. we just spent the whole time talking and playing with our high chairs. -.-" oh but before that was the corporate video thingy. and it was really boring. :/ now i know i dont ever wanna be an actress. we gotta wait for the cameramen to finsh setting up all their lights and equipment and they kept changing the positions of the lights!!! omg Kendra and I were like being very stupid during filming la. hahah trying to act nice and innocent. (: eh but im gonna look very fug in the video cuz Gary Tang went to gel all my hair up!!!!! >(

had the Heritage Trail today and i was station I/C with Lixuan at MICA. we were stoning there and i was learning about the crocodile guy, Steve Irvin? yeap he sounds very adventurous and special. and i hate stingrays from now. i will eat all the stingrays that my maid cooks from now on! stupid stingrays. eh but Stephen has a Mantaray tattoo on his back leh, that means he likes stingrays?! omgz i must tell him about the evil stingrays soon!!! oh ANYWAY, back to the point, i walked around Plaza Sing with Zhuoxuan after cca and i ate the meesua thingy. went to M)phosis after Zhuoxuan left and i bought a patent belt and a ring! (: i think M)phosis has pretty cool stuff. then Wilfred (my brother) came to meet me and we went to watch Monster House. yeah i was babysitter for the day cuz my momma couldn't bring him to go watch it so i was the only option? :/ hahah but its very funny la. after the movie, my momma asked us to take the public transport home and it was Wilfred's SECOND time taking the MRT in his entire life and he was being soooo funny! :D he didn't know what to do with the standard ticket and he was very amazed by the MRT station. hahah. :D stupid brother. -.-"

oops im sorry for such a long and wordy post without pictures! haha actl there're pictures but my phone's taking damn long to upload the pics into Flickr now and i left the friggin' USB wire in Casa. ): so no pics. ):

im very hungry now. gonna look for stingrays to eat. byebye! (:

2006-09-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

omg omg im uploading pics from my phone to the comp now, via Flickr! this is sooooo cool! and i dont even need a frickkin' wire! :D omg i really love my phone, im so not gonna let it get scratched again. :D

ahhh! the first photo to be uploaded!!!! :D

hehehe yeah la, i know la, shameless la. :P hahah but its PINK!!! :D

anyway i spent the whole afternoon today getting thrashed by my brother at pool. yeah i suck at pool. hahah. i lost about like, 99.9% of all the games we played. :x dammit, i need to practise more! okay i have decided that im gonna play at least ONCE A DAY from tmrw onwards. yay! :D

oh i plan to CHIONG like 5 episodes of goong tonight. :D !!!!! i am soooo excited! GOONG! :D hahah i sound retarded.

oh but i gotta wake up early tmrw to go to school at 11am for some filming of the school corporate video thing. hahah! and the Taiji Master even called Siyu to remind her to bring powder for that thing! hahaha damn hilarious. :D

hahaha i had a very weird dinner today:

porridge and wine?! HAHA.

eh okay im gonna CHIONG Goong now! byebye (:

2006-09-02T18:08:00.000+08:00

hi just got back from lunch. yeah i know, quite late huh? heh (:

anyway had tuition at Ingham's in the morning then i went to town to shop for awhile while waiting for my momma to finish her checkup at Mount E. went to buy Yihan's birthday present and some daily necessities. oh oh and i went to Topshop to get yet another hairband. shit, i dont know whats up with me and hairbands nowadays. :x

then we went to corduroy&finch to have lunch and celebrate Yihan's birthday.

yeah (: corduroy&finch has a really cool concept.

anyway i feel so friggin' fat now, just like a pig. i think im gonna go for a swim or something. (:

thats all! (im trying to be like Miranda :P)

2006-09-01T15:28:00.000+08:00

hello! i just spent the whole morning reading Elle mag and 8 days! :D i love Elle, cuz they've got all the nice bags!!! :D

anyway had Teachers' Day celebration ytd and it was uhhhh fine? highlight of concert was when Mdm M. announced the thing about the uniform and the cute little dance the Local Delights uncle and auntie put up! omg they are soooo sweet okay. i wanna dance with my husband when im 60 too!! :D

one-piece hongzi? eww.

hahah slinky gold thingyyyy.

class party! (: hehe James Tan and Linlaoshi. love James, so cute!

after celebrations, went back to ZPS with Chaiping, Yujie and Jiawen. talked to Mr. Liew and stuff. yeah and ate the mee goreng!!! :D yumyummmmm.

then Yujie and i cabbed to town to meet Felly, May and Faith for a movie. watcheded The Devil Wears Prada. (sorry Vera! didnt go with you and Minjian cuz i wasn't sure if Ezra was free then and the stupid boy lost his phone so i couldnt ask him. sorry!) the movie was not as exciting as the book la. BUT! i just looooveeeeee looking at all the bags and shoes they were wearing! omg i'd kill for a wardrobe like thattttttttt. :/

went to Topshop and bought a necklace, a top and a hairband there. thanks to May for lending me her vouchers, hahah i owe you a drink! :D then i went to Holland Village for dinner at Da Paolo Pizzaria with my family. (:

yeah thats all (hahah so Miranda!) im gonna try to study Chemistry now. according to my timetable for the day, im supposed to be finishing Experimental Techniques by 4pm. sheeeez. okok im going now. bye! (:

2006-08-30T21:33:00.000+08:00

hello! i watched 4 episodes of Goong today! so im at like episode 7 right now! OMGGGGG GOONG IS SOOOO NICE! its addictive :D

everybody should watch Goong, and Goong until they cannot Goong anymore! :D yay yay. hahah.

and my momma is really nice. i love my momma. now i've got moolah alrdy. i dont need to live like a fugitive anymore!!!! :D eh but the other one still aint talking. -.-"

i decided that i shall post pictures:

the cheesecake that Ezra bought for me. i asked for a SLICE you know, not a whole fricking CAKE!!! :x hahaha but i still loved it! :D

i think this pic is super coolio, like Faith's flying or something. hahah.

eh Faith looks nice here but i just look......FAT.

hahah the all-infectious kok-head! (:

anyway i dont really know why all the pics are just Faith and I. oh actl i know why! hahah cuz we're the only camwhores. yeah i know, shameless right? hehe :P

okay im gonna pack my stuff now. moving to Casa tmrw! bye! (:

2006-08-30T09:22:00.000+08:00

hello! im in the complab now for Chinese lessons. we're using the awfully slowwwww tablet PCs and i just saw my progress report! hahaha. not gonna show it to them. :/

AND I CAN FINALLY VIEW MY BLOG FROM A NANYANG COMPUTER! rahhhhhhh :D

"i tell you, the kok-head is infectious."-Faith

am supposed to do some newspaper article about the threesome thingy happening in FIR now. hahah. but i dont feel like doing ittttttttttt.

argh actl i feel pissed at certain people now. like maybe, 1, 2, 3. yeah 3 people. okay im filled with anger.

London Bridge-Fergie

How come every time you come around
My London London Bridge wanna go down
Like London London London
Wanna go down like
London London London
Be going down like

you knowwww like cuz of that line in bold, now i have to treat HornyMay to 40cents ribena. ):

hahah okay im going off to Friendster to stalk people now. bye! (:

2006-08-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

awww omg i just went to read Faith's and Sabunehneh's blog and i was moved to tears!!! :'( SO SWEEET! argh hahaha im such an emotional wreck. hahah (: but thanks JIEMUIZZZ! (as NehNeh says :P) hahaha I LOVE YOU! i love Sabunehneh, Faith, Yujie, May (especially for offering to lend me your blue note today! :D), Siyu, Beattie, Felly and everybody else for being so sweet! ahhhh i feel happy now although i feel sad at home. BUT ITS OKAY! :D teehee am happy! (: ahhhh and Ezra just msged me! he's gonna bring the marble cheesecake from Secret Recipe that i've been craving for to me, right now!!! omg i feel hungry alrdy :D

anyway today was photowhoring day. hahah my fellow siaogina/samurai/super-kawaii-one- sided-ponytail girlfwen, Faith Leong, was photowhoring with me with our coolio hairstyles! :D hahah.

yeah we stuck pens into our ponytails so we didnt need to bring the whole pencilcase up to the complab! :D hahah GENIUSSSSS.

HAHAH uhhhhh.... yeah (: hahah super coolio ponytail day! :D

got nothing much to blog about today luh. 'cept that i took a bus to tuition myself and i didnt know where to alight again, so i ended up walking A VERY LONG DISTANCE. okay nvrm (:

OOH! and i realised that my N73 has super cool functions! hahah i can edit my pics!

hahaha so cute right?! omg la i spent like 1 hour editing pics ytd :D hahah. and dont laugh at my hair! it was hot that day alright. plus i kinda like my fringe all pinned up :D hahah.

eh im gonna eat kiwi now. byebye. (:

2006-08-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking about stuff. not sure if its worth it to screw up everything from here to get what i want eventually? lets see, im gonna screw up the EOYs, my relationship with them, my financial situation etc.

its been like, total dead silence the whole day and im sick of things going on in here. im very undecided. and i hope that Ezra really comes by later to pass me Click. im fucking bored now.

who's gonna take me in when i get kicked out of the jail cell?

2006-08-27T12:30:00.000+08:00

hello. my bro just told me that my dad's gonna ground me today. sheez. ):

anyway. ytd was pretty fun! (: went for LSS stupid bio lesson in the morning. then Faith, May, Sabuneh, Siyu, Felly, Pinyan and I went to look for Stephen at Qqueenstown Swimming Complex. argh and it was such a horrendous experience to get to that place. omg we took 3 buses and still cabbed there in the end. :x

Stephen was teaching scuba courses when we got there so we started studying in the canteen first. eh and it was productive at all? hahah only finished one miserable Physics worksheet.

umm then we couldn't stand it anymore so we went to the poolside to play play and disturb Stephen. hahah got to know Vincent, the other scuba instructor, he's damn cute. :D oh and there were two intructors who were taking the rescue diver course. Jerrald ( the Jap boy, hahah) and somebody else.

oh oh! then Felicia came around 6plus. with Georgina, another scuba instructor. (: then we waited and waited for Stephen the fatty bombom to finish his lesson and pack all his stuff. and then we all went to have dinner at Holland Village with Stephen, Felicia, Vincent, Georgina and Sabeen. :D hahah Stephen treated us to dinner and ice-cream at Gelare.

aiya and i dont really feel like typing anymore. :x so yeah thats about it. we just talked horny stuff during dinner and dessert. hahah and Vincent got so embarrassed he started laughing so much until he became soooo red. hahah.

okay pictures! (:

hahah we saw this bunch of old people while leaving school. they were wearing identical jumpers. hahah.

getting lost on an overhead bridge.

heheh little boys! hahah shit i sound like a paedophile. HAHAH.

hahah yeah they were fooling around.

May the Monkey.

eh? hahah.

Stephen making some wave. hahah he was trying to get us wet.

Stephen and Vincent rescue diving?

oh yeah. hahah they were having intimate gay kisses la! hahah Stephen kept kissing Vincent's stubble. :P

hahah yeah cartoon dicks for Stephen too! :D hahah we put it in his little shoe.

waiting for Stephen and Vincent.

hahahahahah! Stephen and his little pants!!! hahah so frickkin cute.

hahaha i love Sabeen's expression! hahah we were talking about cartoon dicks i think, or real dicks? eh i forgot. hahah.

hahah Vincent. he was sooooooo red. too bad we cant see the redness here. ):

ooh and i cabbed home after that. and the nice ahnehneh driver didnt charge me the extra $2 surcharge! hahaha :D i didnt know ahnehneh drivers were so nice!

okay im gonna await my fate now. grounded or not?! ): argh. okay byebye! (:

eh anon: dont be so mean. i think that both of them are really really pretty!

2006-08-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

hi welcome to my life, yooozzieeeee yo yo. what the hell what the hell is goinggggg onnnnnnn!

hahah okay im going mad. i was composing a tune for the term "what the hell" during Physics lesson. hahah i know, wth right?! hehe. :D

anyway today's lessons were so boring that May resorted to drawing MORE cartoon dicks, like one of the each of us. hahah. and i got the curly ass one. hahah.

hahaha yeah the whole Dick Family. hahah and there's the weenie dick in the centre! hahah.

oh and LA lesson was DREADFULLY boring. omg i know, i said i tried to be good to James Tan. but today was just... just plain TORTURE.

omg. hahah. so Faith resorted to writing postcards to me and i replied them for her. hahah and the postcards were funny! :D i shall type them out here. (:

Postcard #1

Dear Auntie Sumay,

How are you? I hope that you are enjoying life in Zimbabwe, living with the cows, wild boars and tigers. (: ooh! and i forgot eleplants! I know how you absolutely LOVE eleplants! I remember how you gave birth to an elephant in the toilet a few years ago. It was an extremely exciting experience. I can't imagine dilating one's vagina to the size of an elephant's head! Anyway, I hope that you have more hot sex with big, strong elephants and enjoy Zimbabwe!

Love, Bernice

Postcard #2

Dear Bernice,

I know you love me this much. But im sorry to tell you that I have herpes, syphillis, gonorhhea and AIDS. I hope I didn't pass it to you the last 6 times.

Love, Your SP (sexual partner a.k.a Faith Leong)

Dear SP,

Don't worry, you were actually inserting your dick into an NTUC plastic bag the last 6 times. Bet you couldn't see that in the dark! :D Hope that the NTUC plastic bag didn't get herpes or syphillis or AIDS.

Love, Bernice

Postcard #3

Dear Auntie Helen,

I am depressive, pregnant, jilted, suicidal, bipolar and dying. Please help.

Love, Me (a.k.a Faith)

Dear Me,

Just go and die. I know of this building in Chinatown, confirm DIE one. Call me for more details.

Love, Auntie ~~Helen~~ Evil (a.k.a Bernice)

Postcard #4

Dear Auntie Helen,

I have this obsession with pubic hair. Can you lend me your pussy's hair? Pretty please?

Love, PHC (pubic hair cutter a.k.a HornyMay)

Dear PHC,

I'll gladly lend you mine after I cut mine off. Meet me at 4:30pm in the morning at the park where people do taiji okay? Remember the hair wax (for styling purposes).

Love, AH Paedophile (a.k.a. Faith)

HAHAH and i wont type out Postcard #5, the one which Yujie and Sabrina wrote, cuz its toooo long!!! hahah but i remember James Tan confiscating one of the postcards that Yujie was writing back to AH Paedophile. and you know what! there were horny bits inside! she said something like "But you're meeting PHC at 4:30pm to cut pubic hair! How to meet me? Can i meet you at 3:30pm instead?" HAHAH imagine when James Tan reads THAT. :P

eh i've got nothing much to blog about alrdy. just that i've finally managed to get 2 fugly pics of HornyMay, am so happy! :D

can you imagine that May used to LOOK so innocent?!! 9and she kinda looks like LSS there... :x)

hahah yeah but her nehnehs look quite big here eh? hahah deceiving!

anywayyyyyyy i dont know why people at my tagboard are comparing levels of prettyness now? hahah. but i shall reply tags la! (:

Siyu: yes they're very pretty! :D
Faith: hahah yeah! wait till Yujie gets them (:
Sabrina: hahah i dont even know how she looks like!!!
anon: yeah hahah Nicola is really very nice. she plays crazy games during class with Chit Yin. hahaha :D
BerniceKoh: hahah!!! yes yes all Bernices are soooo pretty! :D
Anonymous: uh hahah okay thanks. uhm then i'll try to improve my skin? hahah.
Anonymous2: hahah yay! thankyou thankyou! i'll buy you a lollipop if you tell me who you are! :P teehee.
Anon: haha yesss they're very pretty! they'll each buy you a lollipop too! if you tell them who you are. hahahah :P

eh okay im gonna watch tv now. bye! (: